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I love Jarrett. Really, I do. But at the same time, I've realized that I'm no where near ready for forever. Not even close. I've finally discovered my freedom, and I want to enjoy it. But I'm afraid he doesn't see this. That makes me sad. And frustrated. If it was up to him, we'd already been married with kids. Gr. That annoys me.

But anyway. As bad as it is, I sorta maybe kinda like this other guy, but I would never do anything bad to Jarrett. I've already expressed my wish to take a break while he's gone... but yeah.

One of my friends was gonna have a Gaia wedding and it gave me one of those fantasies that I get sometimes of meeting a guy who has a Gaia and getting married irl and on Gaia redface *coughKendallhasaGaiacough*

I have a KiKi irl now! I named her Winrey :3 From FMA. You know, the character. I have a reason and everything but you will never know x3

Ok, fine. The person who gave it to me's name is Edward (though he goes by Kendall). Edward, Ed, FMA, Winrey :3 I love my logic mrgreen

Um.

I had the oddest dream. I was at my house, and my mom had married this real jerk off who had a son. They were making me pay for all this crap. Like "Turning on a light, $5." I forget exactly what. But either way, my mom came in (cause we were in my room) and screamed at the son. Then, she screamed at the father too and a giant roach ran along my wall. For whatever reason, Kendall was there, and I made him kill the roach. Then, after my mom had yelled at the dad, we were gonna move out. All of a sudden, this giant spider about the size of a cat scurried from my closet to under an old toychest I have in my room. We got him out. He was all soft and gray like my cat Bruno, and he could talk o3o I forget everything he said, but his name was Hero Torpedo. Odd, eh?

Oh well. I felt like posting an entry so I did. Bye!

~Bunny