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all the crap i go through day to day with cage
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hello my name is julie i have some of the most amazing friends that have helped me more than anyone has. i am in love with this guy named cage (joseph) and he likes me too but we aren't a couple even though we may hold hands hug etc. i told him how i felt in feb. and he said he felt the same way. ever since that day i've been through so much. he has made me cry he's made me laugh and smile but he also made me angry. in 6 months we've become closer but at the same time we've drawn apart. on my birthday i asked him to come to my party and he said he would come but on the day of my party he never came and i had planned to kiss him and show him a lot of my love and affection. the next day i went to my therapists office and she prescribed anti-deppressants that day i tried calling him but he wasn't home so i looked for a valuim and i took it and 4 anti-deppressants (which is a very fatal combo) and i tried to kill myself and i have tried it recently all because of him! crying crying crying cry but i still love him heart

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  • User Comments: [3]
    DNAngelRulez
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    Fri Aug 03, 2007 @ 10:07pm


    THAT IS CALLED LOVE. DONT KILL YOURSELF THAT ONLY STOPS ALL CHANCE OF YOU BEING TOGETHER AS A COUPLE AND SINCE HE LOVES YOU AS WELL.WAIT!! DID NOT YOU TELL ME THAT HE HAD SOMEWHERE ELSE TO GO AND THAT HE WAS THINKING OF MARRING YOU JOSEPH IS GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING THE SAME PAIN THAT I AM SURE OF HE HAS BEEN STRONG AND SO CAN YOU ESPECIALLY YOU SIS. SO DONT BE WEAK BUT STRONG TAYLOR KNOWS THIS PAIN AND ESPECIALLY ALYSON JUST BE HAPPY CAGE LOVES YOU AND NOT GOING OUT WITH YOUR CLOSEST FRIEND B/C THAT IS HOW ALY FEELS FOR THE ONE SHE LOVES IS GOING OUT H/ HER BEST FRIEND. ALY PROVES TO BE TOUGH UNTIL SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT THE BREAK THAN SHE WENT IN FOR THE KILL. TAYLOR AND I MAY JUST CALL OURSELVES FRIENDS......................w/ benifits.................... AND THAT IS WHAT YOU AND CAGE ARE AND KNOW THAT WE ALL FEEL YOUR PAIN AND THAT IT EFFECTS EVERYONE WELL MAINLY ME AND TAYLOR BUT I KNOW FOR SURE THAT EVERY SINGLE PERSON I KNOW HAS BEEN OR IS GONING THROUGH YOUR PAIN FOR MANY TIMES OVER. SO SIS DONT BE WEAK IT IS O K TO BE SAD OR ANGRY BUT IT IS HOW U DEAL W/ THAT THAT COUNTS. CHEER UP I AM HERE IF YOU NEED ME. biggrin


    vegtaro
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    Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 08:10pm


    yesterday 08 31 08 was my 43 death attempt sadly i am still alive i feel ashamed


    vegtaro
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    Mon Sep 01, 2008 @ 08:11pm


    yesterday 08 31 08 was my 43 death attempt sadly i am still alive i feel ashamed


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