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Ugh.
I ******** hate living back at home. My step dad is giving me the same s**t as before even though he promised he'd be better this time. My mom won't do anything about it because she thinks I'm just over exagurating about it, but I'm not. I really wish I had somewhere else to go.
I can't have a single nights rest without being plagued by these dreams. Two ******** hours of sleep I got last night. From 3 am on all I did was just lay there, thinking...waiting...wondering. I honestly cant take much more of this stress. Be sober, be "happy", make someone proud. I've been TRYING but it seems like trying isnt good enough.
Please come take me away from this place.
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Not enough people look at my journal either. So far I updated it every day without fail. Although I mostly only talk about video games sweatdrop