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Anger Management
Seriously, some days I find work to be so annoying. Everything seemed to piss me off today. I don't understand why but it was just like one big 'fart'. sweatdrop I can't explain this feeling that is bottling inside of me. I guess I kinda felt like this before. When I was working full time as a merchandiser, I felt that the world was going to cave in because everything was so boring. Being merchandiser doesn't require much thinking on my part. It's all about where things go and making labels. However as the days go by, I started to feel bored, to feel like I was suffocating in my boredom. And that is how I started feeling like my heart was going to explode. My life turned into a big depression and I thought about it all the time. I got angrier and angrier. Then I got switched to another department. I loved it at first. Being a photo tech has it's advantages. I was really good at it too because I knew everything there was to know. All I needed was some confidence. The problem was, as days went by, I started to get really bored again. Not enough customers come to this department. Or they do in one hour and rush me like crazy. Some days I get so flustered. Especially when the printer doesn't cooperate. Now this crazy feeling has started up in my heart again. A co worker says I should stab some boxes. That's not very effective anger management. It will only make it worst I believe. Well I'll eventually find my own way of dealing with this, but I guess I can stick with it for a while. I mean, I am in charge of the department, I can do a lot here. It's potential.
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