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Hmm Appearently i made Ians day today. I feel so bad for the boy he's amazing sweet smart he's got dreams he's working towards and living for he's got personality and face it a great sence of humor. But hes so hung up on his looks. And every time i tell him that i value the time we spend together he gets defencive and upset he tells me that i am lieing and asks me why i hate him. i dont hate him i adore him he's been nothing but good to me. Why would i hate him!?!?!
Like today i was stuck at work alone as the only cashier Kyle left me with EVERY thing i didnt get a chance to clean left right and center people were complaining at me or yelling or getting upset i actually started crying Ian comes in and he's a cook he see's that Chris is just getting there and he demands that he help me and then he goes and does what he can to make sure i am okay and that i am not crying any more. lol he told me he loved me today it was so funny it was one of those random things he says to me he's in the back and he yells " AAAAAMMMMYYYY I LOOOOOVVVEE YYYOOOUUUU!" i laughed so hard. my responce was "Olive juice?" and Being who he is he smiled and nodded.

My MSN name is " This Little Oddity-Just tell me you love me" and what is the first thing Ian says? " I love you redface wink i laughed so hard.

how depressing my boyfriend didnt say anything lol i had people tell me they hated me the only one who said they loved me was Ian... Ironic. Oh well.

So yes as is thus far i want my Adam back crying I miss him like crazy. i want him to come here and meet my family. i dont think they will be all to nice to him but thats cause hes my boyfriend. they tend to be really mean to my boyfriends. Oh well. i want him to see where i live i want him to meet my friends. the people i love. Gosh i miss him ... its sad. i want to go back and see him. Adrian keeps telling me that i should and really i want to its just money i dont have enough if any at all. I want to go back and see them all Adams Family, Adrian, Adam. i just miss it. it was beautiful.

Well Na night!