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I knew the day that I met her that we were soulmates, destined to be together. Things weren't perfect, but I was happy. I had her back in my life after so long. So, what happened? I don't know. For reasons unknown to me, she stopped seeing me, after that, she stopped calling, then all communication stopped. My heart felt like it had been ripped out of my chest, then numbness set in. I'm trying to move on, but it's so damn hard. I've been on a few dates, but I couldn't stop wishing it was her that I was with. Everytime I close my eyes I see her, she's in my dreams too. The worst thing is that I don't know why she's gone......again. I fell so lost. I feel so alone. I'd cry if I knew how to.