I'm going to live with my grandma until I'm 18.
I can't stand it at home, and, for the first time EVER, I threw a tantrum. Usually I just sit and listen to some country songs I can relate to.. or draw.. or play video games to get my mind off it, but lately, I can't.
Len is moving back in, but because of my little spat in front of my mom she would tell him not to move back in.
Then I felt terrible.
I really don't want him to move back in. I mean.. he's WRECKED the house, LOST some of my things, and he is bringing his mom over to clean HIS ******** MESS.
I SWEAR.. if he goes into my room and wrecks it [like he usually does] I will kick him out personally and literally.
-fumefumefume-
The only thing that's stopping me from moving is my mother. -sighs- I don't know what to do.. but.. maybe with school starting back up soon I'll have my mind off it. u.u
Len was in the hospital [I didn't even want to be around him, but I knew he appreciated my being there], he's in the middle of moving back in, Neal's parents don't believe in us, I've learned some things about my friends that are shocking, and we've had our water, gas, eletricity turned off because we're broke. All of that in less than one month.
Oh, and we don't have any car insurence. Wanna know why?
Because our house insurence went up $300+. That's a whole ******** car/insurence payment. My mom had to ask my grandma for money AGAIN.
&& no one will insure us because we live in Florida, we have filed for bankruptcy[sp](that was about two years ago) and Great Danes are considered bad dogs. WTF? If any of those people ever had one, or been around one, they'll know that the nick name "Gentle Giants" are perfect for them. DDDDDDDD<
So what if they're big? neutral
Well.. in 11 months from now I'll be 937593475 times happier. Just hope that I can keep my sanity until then.
-Jessica Kepp.
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Oh geezies /:
That all sounds terribly messy, and I can relate with the money issue.
I'm sure things will brighten up for you soon enough - even if that's easier said than done.
Stay strong :}
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