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Well, Senior Projects are tomorrow and I will admit that I'm getting a little creeped out. I have everything pretty much set but after some of the crap Mom and Catherine said, I can't help but have a few more doubts on mind.

And I thank the Wulfs for giving me the cute weener shirt and wrist thing for my birthday. Sure, Daaaah, you screwed up but its still nice to know people remember.

Speaking of which, I never mentioned that last saturday at work, two of my favorite co-workers, Dianne and Lindly, surprised me. Lindly had disappeared for a little while and I hadn't payed much attention to it but when she came back, she was carrying a pizza with candles in it and everyone sang happy birthday to me. I couldn't help but laugh since it was so strange. And afterwards, they threw a bunch of worm gummies together and stuck a few candles in the pile and sang again. I really liked that, even if I didn't appear to show it. I've been a little stressed lately and I'm certain that its taken effect on my facial expressions. Not like the crippling childhood years hadn't formed their own botox, but hey, I try to smile. I really don't like it when people are worried or offended by my reactions. I've also noticed that it doesn't take much to offend if I just glance at someone. All I need is boredum and wandering eyes and whoever makes eye contact seems to glare back or something of the sort. Do I really scare people away that much? No wonder I haven't had a date. Its like a wolf in a pack of sheep.

ANYWAYS, it was nice to know people cared (I know I sound like Eeor but I really didn't think I was considered to be worth so much to friends and family). I had a fun time and, to be honest, I didn't really think it would be good to have a party that week because there's too much crap going on at school and I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with it.

Speaking of which, I am SO glad to know that my Econ grade is safe. That's a huge relief. I'm alive for a little longer.

Till next time.......sleeeeeeeep

~Bigot Brand