I'm so confused...
Other Jake says I'm like a little sister to him but it doesn't seem that he cares about me at all and that he cares about his real little sister a lot more which I know he should but it's still weird because now it's like he doesn't even like me or want to talk to me anymore, and I don't know if I want to talk to him anymore and I don't even know why and I'm so upset right now that I'm typing like Dani and using and instead of periods, lol. But I don't know why I'm so upset about this. I guess because I thought I was really one of Other Jake's best friends but I guess not if he cares about everyone else so much more than me. I don't know what I should do. I've tried talking to him about it but all he says is that if he hated me I would know. Well, I know he doesn't hate me but does he even care about me? I've always wanted an older brother to look out for me, and Jared isn't that but I thought that Other Jake would be, but I guess not. cry I just don't get it...
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