School starts 2marow. and i'm actually not feeling anything right now, i guess it just hasn't quite sunk in yet. i'm just feeling blah neutral stare . woohoo, another year of stress and drama (note sarcasm). the only good thing about this year will be emi. she'll always brighten my day. so yea, i'm still disconnected from my emotions, and i don't exactly know when i'll get them back. my mind is probably doing this as an anxiety blocker, 'cuz the opposite of anxiety is boredom, rite? probably not. i just hope that tomorrow the anxiety won't sneak up and hit me with a rush of panic. hopefully when i get my emotions back i'll be feeling energetic and happy, but who knows? i'll put a smiley face for good luck. hey, thats a gr8 idea, a lucky 4-leaf clover emoticon. anyway:
biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin smile smile smile smile smile smile smile mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen mrgreen ninja ninja ninja (no idea what the ninjas are for, i just put them there 'cuz i like them.)
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