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So...
Yesterday... I go out with my parents in the morning... get some grocery shopping done... pay my bills... and get some cash to pay for school registration day.
All I'm thinking about is.. I don't want to go to work, too bad I feel fine.
Next thing you know, my dad slams the back door of the van on my head... corner and metal impacts flesh and skull.. i go numb for five seconds and here comes the throbbing. I get into the van after trying to regain myself from the intense shock of pain, and my dad stops giggling and asks me if its bleeding... not even considering that.. I thought what the heck, I'll check it out. After doing so, with tears in my eyes, I see a change in colour on certain parts of my palms, I use my other hand and realize its blood..."Hey dad, I am bleeding..." He looks at me and repeats "your bleeding?" a few times until he grabs some tissues and presses it on my head. Mom freaked out but yeah, I ended up not going to work and to the docs instead.

Today... is another story... so we're getting ready to pick up some DQ, sushi and movies... its me, my sister, brother, boyfriend, and dad... next thing you know...my little brother and I chose to race my dad to the car... few seconds into it, i get slammed into the back of a van...all i feel is a ripping feeling on my little finger... like a sprain.. i hide my hand in protection and ask everyone to stop touching me or talking to me.. and with tears in my eyes again...I check out the damage to my finger... I was surprised by gushing blood spraying out of my vein.. it was slightly hilarious. My dad yelled at me, saying how I did it intentionally.

And by labor day, I'm left with a sore, semi swollen head trying to heal its cuts, and a finger with a ripped nail, three cuts a sprained vein and muscle and also a cut one. I asked sister to take some shots... of how yuckie it looks. Memories to prove to people I too endure pain.