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O.k this morning was how could I put this,a very rude awaking. My step-father(aka JERK! MORON!) yeah,he comes into my room,rips my fan out of it socket,then tells me, "You wanna make ******** noise all night,well get your ******** a** up, you can't sleep,and I hear that ******** computer again and I'm going to ******** smash it!" Well maybe if he would realies that No.1 I went to bed last night because I was getting up early for something. No.2 Smashing my computer will lead to me smashing his ******** FACE IN! and last,but not least No.3 he tends to take his anger out on me because he thinks he needs to be head huncho of the house hold,which is all reality he is nothing,but a low life loser,who likes to take her anger out on other people.

That leads to another thing he starts to yell at my mother again and he is going see my foot right up his a** to wake him up! I don't care who you think you are you yell at a women to make you feel big you ******** dead wrong.

When he did that this morning he did not only lost all respect from me. First off he never gave me a chance to explain myself,because he thinks he is always right. Pffh.

He thinks just because I don't have a job I cant belong in this family,well I would love to see him lose his job and then get another one,it is not the easiest of things to do. he thinks it will happen 1,2,3, boom you have a job. He's going to have to face reality sometime soon,and wake up and stop being a JERK!

Yeah I'm about to break someones face in! he is pushing my emotional limit because bad enough prior to last night I had a fight with my Ex a night ago and her and her drugs,and how she needs to grow up. that left me in a emotional wreck. Then I'm talking on microphone last night enjoying my friends company,and he gets annoyed by that,it is like "wtf" you wont let me do anything already,but yet I talk to a friend on microphone for once because I Wanted to hear voices and you b***h at me.