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LOOK OUT!!!
Look out and get out of my why before I kill you!?! You know what, don't be stupid when you get near me becuse I will strike you down and flatten you! I breck you in so many places. GOD! I want to destroy! I just wanna go ballistic and hit anything that gets in my way. I wanna stranngle it and tie it down and beat it into a bloody hell. And to tell you the truth I don't want it to die, I want to keep suffuring untill it wants to know what death is like. Things don't deserve to live, alot of the times humans just mess things up and make things worse! How often have we done something as a race and actully made something better as a whole? It gets anoying watching us suffacate the earth and just being so blind about it. We would much rather walk over another person and spit on them then actully care. Well most people anyways. The human race sometimes disgust me with there actions, to many people things about them selfs and then pretend to think of someone else. You know what I would like to know? If where all so damn good when it comes to things then why do we all suffer so greatly? Why can't we fix our own damn problems? I both love and hate the world and as things stand I am more then likely sure I am probley just as worthless as anyone else. But oh well I don't give a royal damn in flying hell about my worth! I can be the most slimy and pathetic thing on the face of the entire planet and still know I am scum. Do I care that I am scum no. People cling to me an dI have no clue as to how I am so darn specal. I think that the world wouldn't be so diffrent without me, maby even better,I have no purpose I'm just stuck in a worthless place with a bunch of a** and jerks. I never have any rest and Im so sick of this exsistence that I will never get out of. In the end do I have a single shread of evidence that I have a reason to be so upset, maby maby not I don't know. I just hate people so much becuse so many of them are so rotted and so blind. What would happen if everyman judged his own works? Where would we be then? How many would like what they saw? So often i hear "Oh if I could go back, I would do nothing diffrent.." Like there so damn good, yeah you can look back at a bad event and say "HA I was so stupid." Or "Oh good times." But can you truely remember how you felt when you screwed up? If you did then maby if you could go back you would change it. Saying you wouldn't is just an excuse so you don't seem so pathetic! I hate people who are blind so they can't see what there sacrificeing and don't try a bit to plan for a few years ahead and just let the tide swipe them away. But yet I cant not care! What is so wrong with me that I can't even relize that I am always opening myself up for an attack? Like I said Im as worthless as everybody else, so I give up giving a royal damn.
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