roflroflroflroflroflroflroflroflroflrofl I have been going out of my mind these past couple of days. I found out that I have to go to a dinner where the gov. of the state is going to be there. I am a girl that wears blue jeans almost everyday of her life no make up and I like to drink beer from a bottle. I have to dress up watch my mouth and behave. I don't know how to be that kind of a girl. I mean I am polite and I do have manners and all of that but I am not a dress up kind of person and I am almost scared shitless. I would back out but I have to do this. You know how you will do anything for the one you love well this is it. I am doing this for the man that I love and I have to act right just so he doesn't look like an idiot. I am practicing. Wish me well and I hope I don't make an idiot of me or anyone else.