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about three weeks ago, for the first time in my life someone asked me out. I was really happy he did beacuse i had been crushing over him ever since he started football practice. Then when we got to school he didn't recognize me so i had to talk to him. i was so nervouse that i nearly fainted infront of him. Then the next say he told me that his parents said he can't date anyone. 4 days later, he messages me on msn saying that his mom told him that he can't e-mail me anymore.
I feel so confused, I still like him alot
yet at the same time i hate him for doing that to me. I'll keep you guys posted for more info about my life. Beacuse at school today, September 21st, he kept on looking at me and i spotted him and when our eyes met, he would smile at me. What is up with him?