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i am a bad person, as much as i want to be good, i have to hurt some one, so let it be me. i feel sick, im not eating, i dont want to.
i had some corn nuts and some tea.... let my body suffer to make up for betraying my BF, and then stabbing my BFF in the back, then kicking dirt in his face. he helped me so much. i feel cold, dead, empty. i wish i wasnt such a whore, then my bf would love me unconditionaly. cheater.