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Anger+Depression=lots of crying (Forgive me please...)
Everyone knows me as happy, cheery, full of joy. My good friends know my other side... My good friends know my other side... The sadness and anger I hold in to make everyone happy and smile... I hold it in till I burst... I was holding it all week. For a whole ******** week. I have held it for longer, but I cryed soo hard because I wanted the girl I loved to hold me. I wanted my best friend to hold me. I had no one there for me. I cryed and cryed thinking I would never stop. I though sad, angery thoughts. Of killing myself and one other person. The man that made anger. FOR 6 ******** YEARS! I tryed to avoid this man, tryed to tell my mother that he will never change. I told I don't want to see him, hear him, breath the air that he breathes, but noo my mom doesn't care... I get to stay in my room she won't let me leave... I will probely leave anyway... Because I will NOT stay in the same house as the man I want to murder. Please forgive me if I am not the same as I usualy am... I will really try to be happy, but it is harder than ever... emo






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MasterCrow24
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 02, 2007 @ 10:52pm
As an associate of ChobiAme15, I must ask on her behalf: You are having issues with your father, are you not?


commentCommented on: Thu Oct 04, 2007 @ 12:24am
EVERYONE!!! MY ACCOUNT WAS HACKED AND I CAN'T GET BACK ON I am soo pissed, but hey that is life I guess.... but y'all want to talk to me talk to this account T-T



XThe_Death_CrossX
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Alexandria Chance
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commentCommented on: Sun Oct 21, 2007 @ 08:10am
So You ben upset. Sorry to hear that Emo. Please dont hesitate to talk to me. If y need someone to talk to, I am a good listener. Hope you feel beter soon.

HUGZ



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Peace, Love, and Empathy,
Alexandria Chance
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