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Break the Bittersweet Spell.....
Just because I love you....I'll completely ignore you.
Depression Poem
My Best Friend by Jayden Rodriguez

And old friend came by to visit me.
He took away all my joy and glee.
Loneliness and heartbreak run through his veins
To share with me his sorrow and his pains.

His name's depression, we hang out a lot.
He's always with me, whether I'm smiling or not.
Don't think I'm happy, fine, joyful, or okay.
It's not like you care about me anyway.

I give my heart out, I never get it back.
Is it trusting or caring that I lack?
Did you really think that I would cry on the phone?
Do you really know what it's like being alone?

So here I am, sitting on this bench,
Writing poems as my shirt is drenched
By the tears that fall when I think of you
And I wonder if I can make it through.

I'll smile around you to hide my pain.
But alone, as I sit in the pouring rain
I'll just think of what you could've done
By stopping the rain and bringing out the sun.

So while I hang with depression and his lack of love
And the rain falls down from the black cloud above
Just remember the pain and sorrow that I felt
From the last blow to my heart you dealt.






User Comments: [1]
Dark Super Sonic
Community Member





Thu Oct 04, 2007 @ 11:26pm


Jayden. This maybe hard now, but listen to something of mine:

This feeling of depression
I tell you its ok
I assure you that if you close your eyes
You'll wake to a brand new day

This feeling of depression
I tell you its alright
So you close your eyes and rest your head
Lets put off this fight

This feeling of depression
I tell you its just this
A feeling is and never was
A thought one day you miss

This feeling of depression
I tell you I control
With every ounce and every bit
Held deep within my soul

This feeling of depression
Will go away so soon
I close my eyes but cannot sleep
Perhaps I'll watch the moon

This feeling of depression
Im sure you’ve felt it too
But when I scream I feel alone
But its something we all go through?

This feeling of depression
I lack the words to say
Has consumed my heart and left me bleeding
Perhaps to god I'll pray

This feeling of depression
Will never call it quits
Perhaps its time to just throw down
And turn away my chips

This feeling of depression
I tried to tell you, why
Are you not here to hear me ever!
Not even when I die


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