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On Saturday October 6th, 2007 I got stabbed in the heart. He hurt me so much. I love him with all of my heart and I have since I met him in 8th grade. I don't know why I love him but I do and he knows I do. But on that day durring our homecoming dance he played me. It was a little too early to pull this, but we kissed a few times and he held me close in his arms. and we danced for a few songs. But a girl, a friend of his, asked him to pose as her boyfriend in order to make her ex jelious. I didn't care cause I knew they weren't dating. About half way through the dance he started always dancing with this 10th grader and it hit me that they were going out. They weren't earlier when I kissed him but then they were. I had dated this heartless b*****d in 8th grade so he knew I was in for a bumpy ride by gitting involved with him again but my heart didn't care. So, just in an instant he broke my heart. He's told me he still likes me but still keeps hurting me and I don't know why. Why do men do this to us? emo