you prolly didnt know that im not the type to come out and say that there's a problem. even if you ask me if there is a problem theres a good chance that if you ask i'll still say that theres nothing wrong. i hide my feelings and put on a face for all my friends. and if you want me to talk about my prob i dont want to talk about it on the bus ride home theres not enough time and i dont want to talk over the internet cause mines to slow and i dont get all mu words in when i need to. I bet if you came over to my house and started to talk about me and my problem i still would try not to talk about it. i prefer to hide everything deep inside me. its more comfortable that way... beleive it or not i actually want to talk but i just cant. you as a friend need to push and push and never give up cause thers a good chance that i will push and push back till u give up or cant do anything about it. so this is something depressing about me again. yeah i'm a loser i know, but even losers need to be loved sometimes.
DragonSkalez · Wed Oct 24, 2007 @ 05:51am · 2 Comments |