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This is the first post that I have created on this journal.
Hence the name of this post "Creation", haha.
But in any matter I wish to inform you of a little information about me
I am not an important person, I serve no great purpose, but I do hope to get some where in life.

I am a writer, I love to write - I write better than I read, some have it vice versa - and I am currently creating my own book or books, because I always come up with new ideas, which is really cool, because I never realized that I could get into a great depth in a short amount of time.

At this date, I am six-teen, 16, years of age.
I was born on September 19, 1991, of course.
but there is something suspicious about this date:
the numbers: 9 19 1991, are the numbers of my birth-date.
but have you noticed the pattern?
yeah, all ones and nines!
If you put it on a phone, it is also a phone number, I haven't tried it nor do I intend to, and neither shall you, unless you want to, of course.
The three 1s add to 3 and the 3 multiplies by 3 and equals 9.
(9 divided by 9 is 1)
the three 9s add to 27 and the 27 multiplies by 3 and equals 91.
(91 also divides by 9 and you get 9)
Reverse 91 and you get 19.
put it all together and you get 9-19-91 or you can also put 9-19-1991 (with extra 19).
What's up with that?
I mean this is nothing compared to the whole "the number is 23" deal, but hey...!

Presently, I go to High school, I'm sixteen so I'm a Junior or in the eleventh grade. I don't like to go to school other than the fact that I can still learn what I want and hang out with some good people, but the down side is that I learn what I don't want to and there are some people that aren't "good" people.

I'm single, but does that make me available? Actually, yes, yes it does.
I would like some heart-felt companion but I cannot find one, and I don't fear to cry, but I sure do wish I could because of an odd reason why I stay alone.
The odd thing is, that whenever there is a connection between a girl and I, the girl ends up leaving or something happens that is out of my reach and I stay alone.
As sad as it is, it's true.

There is not much else that I would like to say, so I'll end this with this final paragraph:
All my hopes and dreams come with my effort and my use of time and knowledge, there is no other force that can help me than my one will.
I do not believe in a god.
One reason I do not believe is because a God has too much power.
One shall pray and pray to a "God" and yet nothing happens, something might happen but that is also based on a series of events.
Don't speak to me of a miracle because I will not believe in one until I experience one myself, and then I might prove that it is no miracle but an explainable factor.
However, don't call me an Atheist.
I never said that I am.
I said I do not believe in "God" or "Gods" or "Budah (which is not technically a god)" or "Blah, Blah, Blah."
I cannot go further into that than I already have.
There are things that cannot be reviled to a certain public.

So long,
Hex Zia
(That's my name, really)