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My Curse
I stared at my arm today as I remembered something I had heard before. Im left handed and remembered the left hand is known as the devil hand and the left is the angel hand. I thought to myself, what if im a demon? What is a demon? Is a demon not an evil or confused soul mislead by the greater evils of hell? Then if this is true, isnt it possible that I, a mear mortal, may be a demon, mislead by lies and power? I feel I have been more interested in the ways of the crude and corrupted. What makes men of the greatest stature turn into savages when survival is on the line? I've also found myself turning into the thing I hate: men who think of themselves above others and superior to foolish ways. Evil is only the hatred of ones self or the love of power and contol. Hittler, the "great and mighty fuer, had hatred for the nonbelievers, orientaly different, and non-blond haired men from other countries. Yet, there are rumors he, himself was a jew and was homosexual. And so, I believe this even more. Well, as I continue my journey through my evolution through good and evil, I will continue to write in this journal.
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