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I have to let stuff out here ^.^
Alright, this happened a while back, and I'm sure it's really nothing to be concerned about. It was my friends birthday and, as always, I wrote and poem and drew a pic for him like I do for all my friends on their special day!...He didn't say anything. I know I'm not the best writer in the world or even the best artist...and maybe the card was slightly corny, but couldn't he at least give me a thank you? It made me a bit depressed that day ^.^ I'm use to people giving me a bit of credit for my attempt to cheer them on for another year.
As well, my other friend Kevin (also my ex) is starting to drink again. He told me he went to a band concert somewhere out of town and that some band members (school band, btw) brought some beer and whine and such...of course, he just HAD to have a drink, no matter how much I begged him to stop. He told me it made him play better...Does he really think I give a ********? scream When we were going out and Megi continued to tell him that he was using me and that I deserve better than what he was giving, he told her I was his only sanity left and that if he lost me he'd lose his sanity along with me...What did he do two days later? ^.^ You guessed it!...At least if you thought breaking up. He liked some other skank...Who turned out to dump him a week or two later because he was a bad kisser. He's constantly complaing how his parents never trust him...and how they bring s**t upon him all the time...They heard about him smoking pot at Jared's house all because Jared's little hoe of a girlfriend threatened to beat his a** or something if he didn't...Either way, he's a damn idiot who has no control over his life because he's too busy fitting in...I don't know why I even still care to try and stop him from doing so much...Oh! And he got a cell phone! Something's queer about that...His parents don't trust him yet they give him a cellie? I mean, I don't know about other parents, but if mine didn't trust me they would NEVER let me have a cell phone!
Oh! And I talked to my ex girlfriend the other day! Such a nice time...Here's our nice little convo on AIM!
Me: hi!
Her: Hello
Me: *gasp* she speaks!
Me: how're you?
Her: Alright...I just got out of the ER
Me: omg, what happened!?
Her: I fell off a ride and busted my head open...
Me: are you ok!?
End of conversation...and you wonder why we broke off. She was always a b***h to me...We went out for 3 weeks and I only talked to her maybe 4 times...Then she gave me the cold shoulder. I asked her why she wasn't talking to me anymore and she said she was having a hard time, everyone was teasing her, her uncle died, and she didn't want to tell me she wanted to break up....Hmm, Cold Shoulder or Break Up? Which seems more fair!? She complains how her new g/f forces her to eat her out and all that s**t, but I know she does it on her own free will...She's always been whorish and eager to get some...Her mom knows she's a lesbo and wants to send her to a Christian summer camp to 'straighten her out'...Either way, I don't care, I don't talk to her anyway.
Ok, I think I'm done raving now ^.^ That's a load off!