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I feel so tired right now, but it's more emotional than phsycial. Worrying about the furture, about letting one of my teachers down, about having to go to work tomorrow, about learning another language. Most of it's just small stuff that wouldn't otherwise bother me. sweatdrop I guess I'm getting close to one of my little emotional breakdowns. It's been about a year. They're actually pretty healing, so it's not a bad thing. I dunno. I've just been feeling lonely lately. Is it selfish of me to want someone to focus on me for a few hours and forget themselves? Just talk with me? It feels selfish, but I know it always helps. It lets your know people care. I hate having to feel like that though. To want someone to be there, tell you everything will be alright, just reassure you. It makes me feel weak to admit I need someone like that right now. I suppose I'm nothing if honest with myself though.