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as these blackened tears fall down my face,
i see things i cannot erase
things falling from my lips so fast,
things i never really ment or could ask,
as the fall october breeze fills the air,
i sigh with sadness and dispare,
once more left alone
with my darkness and the cold,
with cracks and scratches on my heart,
i feel as if i’m falling appart,
in the soft light between the clouds,
i feel the rain start to fall down,
once more everything shifts and moves,
yet for some reason i cant choose,
is this something i want to loose?
forever lost in the strands of time.
here with my mind as it unwinds
the silence in my head
drives me crazy
slowly i’m pleaged by my thoughts of him
eating away whats left of my sanity
i remember the whispered secrets
every kiss stolen in the middle of a sentence
everything we had come to share
everything leads back to the question.
is this something i want to loose?
my answer is no.
i wish to keep what makes me feel.
be it happy or sad its still a feeling
and with that a love.
a love that i hope will never rip or brake appart.
this love is only for him,
as is my heart.
he picked up the piece’s
and filled in all the holes.
my heart was once more put together
much like a puzzle that only he knows,
he put it together so easily
it looked so simple.
he held my heart
and put it in a glass
and since then its now all in our past.
were still together
in our hearts and soul.
always and forever
together once more.