Wow... This was the worst day so far... It actruly started yesterday when I missed my gf. I was sad. Yes. The today I get up and I am hyper and happy then all the sudden calm, irratated, pissed, and not in the best mood. I had a monster which put me in a worse mood(Quiting monster btw). I was cold, tired and my stomach hurt by the time I got to my job. I worked for more then an hour on my feet no rest and yelling at little kids. Yay me. I lost my cell phone, my friends are sad. I hurt someone. Well I don't know that, but I could feel it. I am the nicest person on earth, but right now I just feel like crap. I just don't know why. It's pissing me off that I don't know why I am sad. God... I wish for this day to end... I wish to just lay down and die.... I am soo tired of all this bullshit... But... I don't know I will be okay I guess... This is not new to me... I had this last year and made a pathetic attemp to hurt myself. So pathetic that I am pissed at my self. GOD what the hell is wrong with me.... Okay well maybe sleep will do. No one is one. I am tired. No one can ********' call me which is a b***h. My mom is being stupid. AND uuuhhhg.... Okay I am done now. bye... -Hopes I dies-
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The rose is givin. The heart is givin. The rose burns and the heart is broken... Leave me be with what makes me happy for my burnt rose rememinds me of you and how you took my heart and broke it all so gracfully.
Live, Laugh, Love. Do the three L's and you will be happy.
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Live, Laugh, Love. Do the three L's and you will be happy.