I don't know what to do.
I feel so helpless and so strong at the same time.
I feel helpless because I know that I can't fix our friendship.
And yet I feel strong because it was my words that ruined out friendship.
I don't even care anymore.
It's gotten to that point.
Where everything you say now doesn't matter.
You can tell me that you're sorry,
and that things will be different.
But I know they won't be.
So don't lie to me.
Because now I can see through them.
I'm tired of this.
Stop trying to act like our friendship can be mended with a few sorries.
Its not that simple.
Don't try,
Don't say hi.
Just leave the same way you came,
Not knowing who I was.
I feel so helpless and so strong at the same time.
I feel helpless because I know that I can't fix our friendship.
And yet I feel strong because it was my words that ruined out friendship.
I don't even care anymore.
It's gotten to that point.
Where everything you say now doesn't matter.
You can tell me that you're sorry,
and that things will be different.
But I know they won't be.
So don't lie to me.
Because now I can see through them.
I'm tired of this.
Stop trying to act like our friendship can be mended with a few sorries.
Its not that simple.
Don't try,
Don't say hi.
Just leave the same way you came,
Not knowing who I was.
