I spent all my life,
Trying to be so perfect,
Hiding behind these empty smiles,
Well perfect,
I thought I wanted,
Trying to be someone I despise.
You hate me,
Hate what I’ve become,
You say I’m just the same as anyone,
Selfish and naïve,
Childish and insecure,
Hiding the small imperfections up my sleeve.
When your around I feel so filthy,
Childish and insecure,
Paranoid and naïve,
I focus on these small imperfections,
Change whatever I can,
Just so you'll love me.
As you walk away,
I feel crushed and stupid,
Not trying to stop you,
As I'm frozen in place,
I cry for the first time,
And for the first time I showed my weakness.
The fear of a broken heart has come true,
I lay on my bed,
Feeling helpless,
My weakness stung my eyes,
You stood in my door crying,
I lied in your arms and whispered,
"Please don't hurt me"
I AM A GIRL!!
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