So Thanksgiving is in a few days (Five to be exact.) For most people they go out and spend time with friend/family. For me I hate the holiday's. I used to love them. A lot. But not since last Christmas. Me and my whole family (both sides) all see each other. Every Thanksgiving since I was young (must I emphisize young) I have sat at the adult table because I have eating problems. The problem? My family's food SUCKS!!! To top it off I had an elderly great Aunt who ate very grossly. It sickend me untill I couldn't eat. But in (i think) April '07 she died. I was sad, but did not cry, I also didn't go to the Funeral. No more nastey eating habbit's from my aunt. I might actually eat. So a part of the holliday festivity's I did not explain was the seating plans. My two cousin's and there spouses, there 1 year old kids, my three siblings, my great uncle, and my two cousins who aren't there on Thanksgiving but on christmas ALL SIT AT THE CHILDRENS TABLE. When my aunt, uncle, mum, dad, nana, my other uncle, my other great uncle, great aunt (dead) and myself all sit at the adult table. Well now that you understand that my Great Aunt is deceased and my two cousin's don't come on Thanksgiving, I will proceed with the story. So it's November 1,2007 a few Months later after my Great aunts death. The day is a day filled with candy eating for its the day after Halloween. But it is a school day so little candy is eaten. At 6'50Pm that night something very sad happened. My Great Uncle was struck by a drunk driver and killed instantly. I was the last to know. I found out three hours after the accident. My great uncle sat at the Chilldrens table on christmas and thanksgiving. That Thanksgiving in '07 was a quite one but a good one. The children's table had 3 missing people. The adult, 2 people. I sat at the Children's table. I actually ate that day.I laughed and had fun. Unlike past years where I just stared at the food on my plate trying not to throw up and get yelled at. Even though I did every year cuz I didn't eat. A reason for hating the holliday. =/ But all seem's good right? Right. Ah, good month from having a good Thanksgiving. I was looking forward to christmas. Maybe I could sit at the Childrens table again! Or maybe I can't. My two cousin's who weren't there on Thanksgiving were here on Christmas. So was my cousin's wife's parent's. I was Eating back at the adult table. i was too depressed that I didn't even touch my food. I just slept on My aunt's couch all day. But before that when Soup was over I saw My other cousin talking to my aunt about letting me sit at the children's table. When I heard that I got pissed off like nobdy would believe. When I get pissed off I cry so I began to cry. Like the little baby I am. I selt for an hour then My stupid brother woke me up.
To make christmas even worse for me My birthday I got 2 Presents. 4 ******** STUPID BOOKS AND A ******** RETARDED GIFT CARD!!! ******** OF FAMILY GET ME A GIFT I'LL ACTUALLY USE
Well Here's the thing about my friggin' story. I am not looking forward to the hollidays. So I hope all of you p***k's who are reading this DON'T have happy hollidays
My just ramblings about s**t.
Wicked Tacky · Sun Nov 18, 2007 @ 02:24am · 0 Comments |