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ugh. i gave this boy my heart and even though i heard rumors about him i decided to give it the benifit of a doubt. BIG MISTAKE. yesterday at 8:42 am i might has well have died. he hadn't been talking to me all morning so i went over to his locker and asked him whatwas wrong. he too k a deep breath, turned away from me, and said,"AlliIThinkItWouldBeBetterIfWeCouldJustBeFreindsForALittleBit" 'for a little bit' like im gonna go back out with him after he completely destroyed me. i ran into my homeroom ad burst into tears. he yelled after me but i didnt care, I loved him. if i meant to him half of what he means to me i wouldnt be crying so ******** hard. i feel dead. i loved him so much, why do these things insist upon happening to me? He was the only thing keeping my life together and now im falling apart. kill me please. crying crying