It's kinda funny how much my family enrages me.
Deanna, little miss piss-me-off b***h, always gets her way and bullies me to no end after claiming how much she loves me and s**t. And she acts like a total hypocrit with everything she does but she doesnt care so long as she's older and stronger than me. Though I'm more mature and smarter than her in so many ways.
Then there's Casandra, little miss bitter-sweet happy-go-b***h hypocritical ********. She thinks she's the sunshine of the family but actually is one of the most immature people in the world and one of the biggest bitches in the universe. She has the most annoying temper and has this annoying way of acting superior to everyone and then picking on the way i act.
My dad, mr. prejudice. He tries to be the good father but always gets into the worst moods ever where his anger is taken out on everyone. What pisses me off even more is how he views the world. He is a huge homophobe that makes fun of people gay in any way and like hates them--i still don't plan on telling him im bi. im waiting for the right moment, even if the right moment is a time when im rly pissed off at him. His views on how to treat his kids are ******** up too and the way he misunderstands everything we say, for better or for worse, is such a pain in the a** and is the reason the police got involved in our lives.
Then my mom, really my main problem with her is her superiority complex and how much of a hypocrit she is. She always causes fights between my dad and her and always has to win. She will tell my dad not to yell when we are around or because the neighbors will hear us, but she yells at times like that too. One time at like 2 in the morning she was flipping out and yelling at the top of her lungs at my sister. I don't give a s**t the reason, though it was a pretty big reason, she still didn't show any regard for the fact that i was right there in my room (my sister and i have rooms close to each other). Then she talks about how she never takes her anger out on others when she does it for a living just like my dad. Of course she will only point out those flaws in my dad and my dad, actually, i have to say is most of the time the bigger person in all of the fights they have. my mom just doesnt take him seriously or show any respect. She acts unbelievably immature. She acts worse than my dad a lot but refuses to admit it. And she pretty much NEVER is the bigger person. She talks about how my dad immaturely treats a kid he's angry at the same way he'd treat an adult. I did this experiment recently where i gave a fairly normal reason to be mad at her and stopped talking to her. She of course found no reason to apologize, so she didn't. She let me be angry, figuring I'd get over it like a bad parent, and just fell asleep without showing any concern for me. Then today, i was mad at my sister Deanna and she didn't care that I was mad, she was pointing out everything in what I was saying and saying I had no reason to act rudely to her. She ******** does it all the time but once again never admits it. I mean, this woman always gets mad for no reason and never apologizes for being a total b***h, instead saying I shouldn't get mad at her and turning the tables to make her mad at me!!!!!!!!!! she just can't stand being put on the spot! Oh and mom if your reading this, I can probably already predict how you're feeling about this. I bet you'll ignore the fact that this shows how stressed and upset I am and go straight to the fact that I insulted you. So go ahead and yell at me, I don't care anymore. Maybe I'll just leave home and see if you actually care for once that I'm leaving.
----And you people wonder why I don't tell you my feelings.
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