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When it all comes down to the most important things, am I really alone? This crowded rooms tends to leave me lonely and everything I have ever lived for, it"s all just-gone. A lot of the time my family doesn't get what I'm saying, and people who I thought were my friends don't give a s**t. I need someone here, someone that cares, I'm drowning in my fears. I'v no one to help me, no one to share my most intamate secrets with, no one that really undersands me, and knows I did wrong but didn't make me feel guilty about it, someone-who am I kidding, if there is anyone out there like that, I don't know them!!!!!!! How do I rid myself of this pain?? HELP ME!!! I'M SINKING!! I really need help, help me please.... help...
I'm tired of being the tough girl, the one that never cries, i need someone to hold, to tell me it's all right, to dry my misty eyes, TO HELP ME THROUGH THE TEARS....