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You're making it harder,
I don't know what to do,
I go speechless,
Every time I talk to you,

I say things,
I know I'll regret,
But that doesn't stop me,
I end up always sorry,

I'm tired of crying,
Because every time we talk,
On the inside,
I'm slowly dying,

I don't want to lose you,
But I don't think I have a choice,
I wonder if our love is true,
Or is it all just words,

I know it's hard,
And 'friends' are easier for now,
But will there ever
Be time for more, I wonder,

I think I have to let go,
In fact, I know I have to,
But I don't want to show,
What I feel inside,

I want to hide from life,
From the truth,
Hide from the reality,
Because it hurts too much,

I used to think,
That forever existed,
But now I realize,
Life's too twisted,

It never goes the way you planned,
It has to ruin your dreams,
And no one will ever understand,
Why life played this little game,

It made us fall in love,
So that I thought it was a gift from above,
But things have changed,

It's too late,
I can't change fate,
The time has come,
I can't move on

I can't do anything,
To stop this dreaded feeling,
Pain is all it can bring,
i sit here kneeling

Nothing to say,
But it's not okay,
i think about you,
Every day,

There will always be a part of me,
That longs for you,
But I will have to learn to hide it,
Because truth is, I can't have you,

No matter what I try to do