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*Sreams into a pillow* Dear god! I only had three friging classes today and I'm so stressed out beacuse of the homework! I can only imagine what my other class mates are going though! It's just way to confusing not to mention, no mater how hard I try I end up loseing some part of it! *Groans* I just want to punch somthing! Like a wall or my door... Anything that will break! My head isn't helping me. God damn it! I lost my science, barly got though my math, I can't find out my french because of my stupid computer, and I took one look at the english and almost keeled over! The only thing that was easy was my geography and I probebly did the crapyest job in the world on it because I always do a horrible job in the class. I just can't learn how to change can I? I just have to be the same stupid person every single year! Disorganised dipite my trys, failing the easyest classes in the world, teachers lecturing me about the same thing over and over and yet I never learn to change! I care about it but I can't ever remember what I do wrong. No mater who I talk to or what I do it's always somthing wrong! I realy could just sit in my room somtimes and never come out if I had the choice. I would stary in here till I turned to dust.
damn it... Now I'm depressed... forget it... It's not worth arguing with myself. I know nothings true I just "Love to see my self as the victum." It's my so called "Happy space". Yeah real incurging words... thanks mom... It's real helpful...