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When I go into places were a lot of people are talking, I hear all of them at once, like everyone is trying to talk to me at once each of them as loud as the other and I tried to understand all of it, no I had to understand all of it but I couldn’t… it crippled me… all a could do was either crumple to the floor walling and crying in till it was over, or run away with all my being in till I couldn’t hear them anymore. I eventually learned some tricks to tone them out… listing to only one sound, keeping focus on my hands, focusing my sight on a single thing, thinking to myself. These things have let me deal… but it doesn’t ever go away I just ignore it. It’s for this reason that I don’t like public places, that and a little paranoia. Now I’m going to jump ahead to the present day for a second because something amazing has happened to me. I heard that din, and it didn’t affect me. I’m going to have to see what else I can take.