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It seems now I know who my real friends are.
The people who will stick by me.
With every chance they get.
The people who care about me and will
ask me what has happened when my head has been put in my hands,
and tears are pouring down from the hands in which my head lies.
The people who will always smile and say Hello back to me in the hallway.
Even if I don't say it.
The people who will give me hugs in the middle of the hallway.
The people who will hang out with me regularly and save me a seat at lunch,
Even if it gets them in trouble.
Or will let me share a seat with them,
Even if I have no where else to sit.
People who will get interested in what I am and will be eager to know about it,
Even if they do not.
Mostly the People who will ALWAYS tell me the truth.
Even if it hurts me.
I wouldn't care about it.
I really honestly truly wouldn't.
People who will help me in time of need,
Either it be with a relationship problem,
Or Homework,
Or Projects,
Or friend issues,
Or rumor issues. .
I will always hope that they will help me and be there for me.
I would always want a friend to have my back.
In return,
I will always promise to have their back and do the nice things they have done,
For me.
I will treat them fairly.
And let them know,
There is a beautiful, true, sweet person inside of who I am now.
It's just that I cannot show it out of who I truly am.
I am not sure if I can handle it.
It drives me crazy.
I would just like to tell my whole grade that I have changed over the summer.
I have.
I truly have.
It's just I would like everyone to know that.
I have new interests.
I still do not have conversations starters,
But I am working on it.
I talk to my father,
And he is teaching me a lot.
I would just like everyone to know,
That there is A whole different person inside of me.
Just waiting to come out.
But fear is standing in the way of everything. . .
Until then,
I am trying.


[[Sora-Chan]]