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Nothingness It's all blank. To absorb nothing and feel nothing is all I seem to know. Yet why must it be this way? Would I willing take pain over the feeling of nothing? Is this what 3 Days Grace meant when they wrote the lyrics to "Pain"? Maybe it is. I really don't care while all I feel is nothing. When I really feel something that feels like what is called nothing but is acually some emotion I can't think of...... sigh Is nothing something that should be enjoyed? Or perhaps another.....nightmare........

Posted by: Harui_Cho Sun Dec 02, 2007 @ 12:52am

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Commented on: Sun Dec 02, 2007 @ 02:58am


	No Ann. That's not true. You've been happy plenty of times. If you're trying to feel sorrow over a loss, for some they just don't feel sorrow for the person/thing. All you need to do is just talk to someone close to you about what's bothering you. I really wish I knew how to help you Ann. hugs

Commented on: Mon Dec 03, 2007 @ 09:29pm


	Well, I've felt like that more times than I can count. It doesn't bother me greatly. However, when my thoughts start messing up my thinking causing chaos, then I get upset. It's not really something other people can help with. Only the least trivial facts tend to be seen by others. The others go wild!!!! 4laugh

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Commented on: Tue Dec 04, 2007 @ 03:57am


	xd Well, as long as you have a positive attitude about it, you'll do just fine!

Commented on: Tue Dec 04, 2007 @ 10:02pm


	Hopefully. Sometimes it's too much and the depression creeps in again. shudder My conscience is too strong to fight. Even with sorrow, it chooses to allow everything to escape in some form eventually.

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Commented on: Tue Dec 04, 2007 @ 11:30pm


	hugs Well, I'll always be here for you Ann.

Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 12:12am


	hugs back I know. heart Thanks a ton Michael. You're much better than any medicine ever was.

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Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 12:15am


	blushes You're welcome Ann. kisses cheek Though, sometimes I feel as if I'm completely worthless when I can't find a way to help my friends.

Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 12:26am


	Don't think that! snuggles Maybe you don't know how to help sometimes, but you're always there to help out a friend in need. Don't think no one appreciates the thought. snicker If you really want to help, you've got to cool down and let your mind wrap completely around the problem till either a) you've got a solution or b) God must intervene. There's always a way to help out someone even if it seems impossible. We just don't get the picture every time.

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Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 12:32am


	wraps arm around shoulders I know Ann. I just can't help but be extremely sad when I can't help someone. But, I guess that rarely happens because I've had a semi-random girl come up to me and ask for advice on how a friend should deal with her relationship issues. And then she became my friend's girlfriend. Then, this year, she dragged her friend over to me and explained the situation to me and asked if I could help. That was kinda awkward though. kisses But I know now that if I'm sad about something, i just have to turn to you.

Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 12:56am


	hugs waist It's natural to feel that way. Humans can't help but feel helpless when a situation seems to be out of their hands. Relationship issues.... One of the important yet difficult topics. It sounds like you did a good job with both situations. One can never be to sure with those matters though. You do seem to have a better understanding of the female mind then most men, so any advice from you should tend to be good. kisses back Ahahaha.... You're willing to trust a mat stuck on a roller coaster ride with sepuku as the only method of escape?

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Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 01:02am


	I suppose so...kisses head I guess that's because I was raised with three older sisters. One of which had bad relationships lots of times. I trust you Ann, if that's what you're getting at.

Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 01:55am


	Life with a sibling from the opposite gender does influence the mind greatly. I'm not sure how much.... Your sister's problems helped a bunch too, not sure how, but it most likely has something to do with your sensitivity. * blush* Not so much that. Mostly the popular "little kid" thing....

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Commented on: Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 02:01am


	Well, let's just say we didn't necessarily get along most of the time. When I was really little, I wanted to play with her all the time, but eventually, I just learned how to play on my own. Actually, I've always been sensitive. I've just leaned how to hide it over the years. hugs Well, I'm dating you aren't I? Of course I don't think of you like a little kid. You're far too smart to be thought of that way.

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