Date: // Tuesday, December 04 2007
Listening: // The Killer In Me [In Youtube]
Song Name: // Disarm
Artist: // Smashing Pumpkins
The Pic. Was Mabe By: // Rinny Z.
Has anyone read the "Diary Of Anne Frank"? I always knew about the book, but never got to actually read it. All I can say about it is, how different worlds we are living. Have you ever felt something like this? You hear about slavery in history books, but if you were actually living in that time would you have helped the slaves? Or what if you were a slave what would you do?
These are my thoughts, when I learn about history. I know, I should just keep my mouth shut. But eh, I guess this happens when all I do is listen to music and the only thing that gets me off the bed is a history book.
So, what else to talk about? No one wants to hear the rambling of some girl going through a divorce, right? Nothing interesting to talk about so I give it a shot.
My parents got divorced two years ago (more or less) it was a sudden shock for two reasons:1 - I never hear my parents fight (but that was because they always hide it from us) 2 - My father never talked to us (we simply thought he was working)
I never much loved my father really. I mean he is my father, so there is a daughter and father thing alright? But, nothing else other than calling him "Dad" and saying "I love you" It is rather frustrating knowing that I really don't know my father who supposedly loves me and my siblings. But, the most frustrating thing I find most of all is my "step mother" I simply don't like her. It's not that I "don't like her" really, but I just...I guess what I'm trying to say you simply can't like everyone.
Martha (my "step mother" wink is probably the person I will never actually like. The main reason, (which I find irritating) is that she smokes. I hate the smell of smoking, I simply hate it. The idea of she is going to have lung cancer simply just drives me to the edge immediately. *shakes head* Sometimes, I simply wonder if my father is really my father...
Farewell,
Wind Of Faith
