I dunno what to say..My life is so hectic right now. I need like an asprin or something. I can't stop hating everything around me. People i know are leaving meh, people I've never known are staying with me, NOW I HAVE NO IDEA WHO TO TRUST! It's just so hard here where I live. It just sux so much. I don't wanna be a doctor anymore. It's not a motivation for me. I wanna help people, but I'll never be able to be a doctor. Maybe I'll be just another person in the world. Life is too short to pass by, I know that. But I don't know how to not let it pass by so quick and i dont even notice. I just want a real true friend to be there for me, to listen to my problems like i do to others, someone to appreciate me. Then, I'll probably get that motivation back...Bye, guys.
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