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Death is your only escape...
A collection of poems and dark thoughts and songs...and every now and then a happy moment
Whats your mithical beast?<center><img src="http://www.yayajon.com/watercircle/images/quizresultdragon.jpg" border="0">
&p&In medieval Europe, dragons were considered mostly evil and a generally bad omen. Christianity linked the dragon with Satan because of the dragon's snake-like appearance. However, to the Orient cultures the dragon was a symbol of wisdom and royalty. It was a benign animal and the fifth creature of the Chinese zodiac. It resided over the east and the sunrise. It was also said to bring rain and the springtime. The dragon is interesting because it combines all four elements: air, earth, fire, and water. It could fly, had the horns of a ox, breathed fire, and resided over the moon.<br>

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/tedelton/1067323306_uresgambit.gif" border="0" alt="gambit"><br>You are Gambit!You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.<br>Your preference for solitude and your<br>attractiveness make you very intriguing to<br>those you meet. Unfortunately, close<br>relationships are few and far between for you<br>because you often have trouble opening up to<br>others.
What X-Men character are you?

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/tedelton/1053525529_icQuizpunk.jpg" border="0" alt="Punk"><br>You are Punk!

You have an opinion and nobody can change that.<br>You don't really care what other people think<br>of you, you know what is important and<br>everything else can go screw themselves. You<br>are determined and focused, and people admire<br>you for that. Just be careful of becoming<br>hypocritical, keep your head on your shoulders<br>and keep trying to make a difference.
<br><br> What kind of music are you

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/F/faithlessreaper/1062634653_avenanthro.jpg" border="0" alt="raven anthro"><br>
What kind of anthro are you?

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1112539519_zB_samurai.JPG" border="0" alt="Samurai"><br>&p align="left"&<b>You are a Samurai.</b><br>You are full of honour and value respect. You<br>are not really the stereotypical hero, but you<br>do fight for good. Just in your own way. For<br>you, it is most certainly okay to kill an evil<br>person, if it is for justice and peace. You<br>also don't belive in mourning all the time and<br>think that once you've hit a bad stage in life<br>you just have to get up again. It's pointless<br>to concentrate on emotional pain and better to<br>just get on with everything. You also are a<br>down to earth type of person and think before<br>you act. Impulsive people may annoy you<br>somewhat.<br><br><b>Main weapon:</b> Sword<br><b>Quote:</b> "Always do the right thing.<br>This will gratify some people and astonish the<br>rest" -Mark Twain<br><b>Facial expression:</b> Small smile&/p&
What type of killer are you

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/torinaura/1094862204_tness-Eien.jpg" border="0" alt="eien?"><br>the sad teen. Everything in life is f*ckin'<br>miserable. You constantly look over your<br>shoulder and wonder who is judging you...even<br>when you are alone. So naturally, you have<br>become a little paranoid and pessamistic. Your<br>personality can be one demensional but<br>confusing. You are constantly bored with life<br>and wish that something could spice it up. You<br>have a unique view on life and have identified<br>the problems with school society (Ex...what<br>makes popular people, how the student mind<br>works...) You would rather be alone because you<br>hate being hurt. You tend to think that no one<br>understands you, not even your parents /<br>guardians / friends. But that is just the<br>opposite! The people who love you want to<br>help, but they don't know how because they have<br>a feeling that they will say something wrong<br>and turn you away. You have to let them know<br>that you are willing to hear what they have to<br>say...and it might do some good to listen to<br>them. &P& Some fields you might consider going<br>in when you are older...Judge, author,<br>songwriter, producer, therapist, psychologist,<br>philosopher, or forensic scientist. You need a<br>job where you can express yourself and your<br>views on life. Or you need a field where you<br>can judge others and predict what is going on<br>in others life. Either way... you have the<br>personality to get you a good job that will<br>support you throughout life.
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What type of teen are you

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1113123757_te.reality.JPG" border="0" alt="Reality"><br>Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a<br>variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)<br>As a person, you think life is just plain<br>painful, horrible and everything else you don't<br>like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean,<br>why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed<br>and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather<br>montone. You feel there is no reason to really<br>be here and feel helpless.
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What wise quote fits you.

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/D/DieColdHearted/1105904978_esktopdark.jpg" border="0" alt="http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/dark.jpg"><br>In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything<br>because your eyes are covered up by tears! You<br>are constantly hurt and depressed... No one<br>seems to understand how you feel because<br>everyone is scared to get close to you... You<br>long to be able to reach out and tell someone<br>everything, and all of your problems... But you<br>have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to<br>want to hear what you have to say. You've been<br>hurt many times that you don't seem to have any<br>tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an<br>endless river flowing... You've started to hide<br>and bottle up all or your problems and<br>feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go<br>away... You want company, but at the same time,<br>you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your<br>room where you can just be alone and try to<br>throw away all of your aching pains. You're<br>dark and mysterious and people like you for<br>that reason. Even if you think you're all by<br>yourself in the dark, someone is always there<br>with you. Your special someone wants to admit<br>and show their feelings towards you, but<br>they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out<br>more and enjoy life because, it is far too long<br>to frown your way through smile
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What lies behind your eyes

~*~Result nr 6~*~<br>
User Image <br><b>Your power is:</b> Transformation
&p align="left"&<br><b>Explanation:</b> Unlike everyone else you<br>can change your body materia and transform into<br>anything (e.g. an animal). This can be used in<br>good purposes for infiltrating evil<br>headcuarters or adjust your physical abilities<br>by transforming and therefor do better in<br>battle. If turned to the evil side, a<br>transfomer could manipulate the "good<br>guys" by looking like their loved ones and<br>break them down.<br>As a person you are dissapointed with life. You<br>have not so many interests anymore and has<br>become depressed. Of course you can be happy,<br>but your happiness subsides quickly and don't<br>last very long. You isloate yourself from<br>people since you think they would only hurt<br>you, but some part just wants someone equal who<br>understands the pain. When you transform it<br>gives you freedom and you can be anything but<br>yourself. You often pity yourself but don't let<br>people come near and know what's going on with<br>you. But the thought of opening up and risking<br>being betrayed is too strong and intimidating<br>to even try.<br><b>Negative aspects:</b> You carry much hate to<br>the world and yourself and in the long run this<br>could lead to dangerous thoughts<br>(suicide/cutting/killing) though the last one<br>is least likeable since you would probably just<br>have too much guilt. &/p&
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What power is compatible with you.

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1110909651_oodingword.JPG" border="0" alt="Broody"><br>Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and<br>often try to figure out the meaning of life,<br>why we are all here etc. You may not be so<br>social, and often think twice before acting but<br>those thoughts you have in your mind never stop<br>flowing in. Sometimes you can be so<br>concentrated you forget about other things that<br>you have to do. Don't change, this world needs<br>deep people.
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What dark word represents you

User Image <br>You are dead inside and don't experience sadness<br>that often
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Why are you sad.

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/N/nekokittychi/1075171421_esDarkness.jpg" border="0" alt="Darkness"><br>Your element is Darkness: Self centered, strong<br>willed, mischievous and mysterious. Your quite<br>dark and often times frightening, although you<br>may be good looking its just a costume hiding<br>the darkness of your heart. You detest everyone<br>but yourself, people are simply insects to be<br>burned under the power of your magnifying<br>glass. People are somewhat drawn to your<br>mystery but find out to little to late how<br>cruel you can be. But you have a passionate<br>soul, that is unless you already sold it.<br>Pursuing whatever you set your mind to, you<br>look at life with a 'Shut up and leave me<br>alone' attitude most often because people<br>generally seem to annoy you. You may be the<br>ruler of darkness but you can often times be<br>generally lonely wishing for someone to share<br>in your dance of darkness so long as they know<br>who is the master.
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What true element are you.

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1110121526_nical_life.JPG" border="0" alt="Cynical"><br>Life sucks and you know it. Nothing ever turns out<br>okay, nothing ever goes your way and while you<br>have to live this horrible life the gods are<br>laughing at you. The whole meaning with life,<br>according to you, is simply to die. But you<br>have not become this way just like that, you<br>have probably been decieved, betrayed and hurt<br>by people who meant alot to you in your past.<br>To you, life is not even bittersweet.
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How do you see life

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/P/PainfulBliss/1103990706_ce_answere.JPG" border="0" alt="Evanescence-Bring me to life"><br>You are "Bring me to life" by<br>Evanescence. Hopeless, depressed and soulless<br>are your keywords. Yet you have a hope, someone<br>who can see you for who you are. Keep<br>searching, or start to.
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Which rock song are you?

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/Iceangel143/1073229886_cturesdark.JPG" border="0" alt="Dark Dragon are evil things, who swoop around, plucking unsespecting victims..."><br>Your a Dark Dragon! Ok, yes, not very nice. Your<br>evil, spiteful, malicious, and jsu darn bad.<br>You like to see othrs in pain, or cause it. Im<br>sorry to say, but you scare me. Fly around<br>somewhere...err, far away.
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What elemental dragon are you.

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Nothing...
Eh... who cares???... That's your attitude on everything. But hey- you're cool, we love your nonchalant attitude. So why bother changing?






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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 03, 2005 @ 10:58pm
those are all exactly what you are...


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 12:48am
All of those basically say I'm dark, depressed, and pissed off at the world. I don't think i'm depressed, but the other two fit in kinda well.



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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 06:41am
I agree


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 04, 2005 @ 11:56pm
Why don't you take the tests and put them in your journal?



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 12:25am
I'll think about it...


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 12:31am
its interesting



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 02:05am
well i took the quiz about what rock song i was..it's the same as you...the type of music i am is rock...


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 02:20am
So you got bring me to life and rock..interesting



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 04:19am
Yeah...


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 04:51pm
Interesting bunny ears



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 05, 2005 @ 07:36pm
Do I look funny or something?


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 01:34am
No you don't look funny, you look like a bunny lol



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commentCommented on: Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 02:52am
Thanks...


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 06, 2005 @ 03:57pm
Your welcome...



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commentCommented on: Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 09:16am
I like bunnies...


commentCommented on: Thu Jul 07, 2005 @ 09:02pm
I prefer wolves, cougars, lions, tigers, bob cats, and other wild cats and dangerous animals



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commentCommented on: Fri Jul 08, 2005 @ 04:25am
So do I....but I like bunnies too...


commentCommented on: Fri Jul 08, 2005 @ 01:14pm
I like squirrels...and racoons sweatdrop



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commentCommented on: Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 01:18am
So do I...


commentCommented on: Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 09:39pm
Squirrells and racoons are the only things that come close to being cute that I like sweatdrop



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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 10, 2005 @ 01:52am
Ok...


commentCommented on: Sun Jul 10, 2005 @ 02:00am
Those dots keep making me feel like I've said something I shouldn't have



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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 10, 2005 @ 05:47am
Well, You didn't....I just like the dots...


commentCommented on: Sun Jul 10, 2005 @ 09:59pm
Yea I know...it's weird... neutral rofl arrow crying xd



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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 04:46am
Yeah....see my guitar...


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 12:39pm
Yep, nice guitar. I'm going to start questing for one of those eventually. Until then, I'm happy with my guitar xd



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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 12:47pm
Cool


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 12:57pm
That guitar matches the bunny ears xd



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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 05:49pm
I know....that's why I bought it blaugh


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 06:11pm
I took a new test. I'm a dark dragon xd



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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 07:18pm
Cool


commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 07:32pm
Yea...



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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 11, 2005 @ 07:45pm
Yeah..


commentCommented on: Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 03:03pm
Yea...



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 04:38am
Yep.... ninja


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 06:03am
Yea... mrgreen



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 03:30pm
I took the top test, i got pheonix


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 04:56pm
Cool. I wouldn't suggest taking all of the tests, it took my about an hour to do so.



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 06:33pm
Very few I will take.


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 19, 2005 @ 06:34pm
I'm taking all tests about my personality, what type of something I would be as long as it has good pictures



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commentCommented on: Tue Jul 26, 2005 @ 07:46pm
I took wich anthro quiz and got wolf


commentCommented on: Tue Jul 26, 2005 @ 10:45pm
I took that quiz like 6 times trying to get wolf, but got raven every time.



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commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 04:12pm
Teehee! I took two other quizzes: X-men: wolverine & Power: flight
~*~Result nr 3~*~<br>
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src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/P/PainfulBliss/1117238538_Power_Fly.JPG"><br><b>Your power is:</b> The ability to fly
<p align="left"><br><b>Explanation:</b> This powers speaks pretty<br>much for itself. Though you don't need wings<br>for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people<br>may consider it as telekinesis since they can<br>also fly, but you can't make material things<br>move like they can. This ability could be a<br>relaxing activity when you want to get away<br>from everyday troubles. Also it is good when<br>sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound.<br>When going over to the "dark side"<br>the power could be used to harrass and break<br>into building through windows etc.<br>You are quite similar to this power since you<br>like to have your head in the clouds.<br>Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life<br>does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a<br>little too far you might be zooned out all the<br>time, even when you are having a conversation.<br>Your desires and/or goals tend to be<br>unrealistic even if you know those would<br>probably never happen. Travelling is something<br>you would be interested in doing since seeing<br>exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of<br>escaping your plain life. You can also have<br>some creative ability (writer, playing an<br>instrumen etc) that interests you.<br><b>Negative aspects:</b> The whole reason you<br>may be escaping life could be fear of being let<br>down by it. So if that would come to happen,<br>and an important dream had been crushed you<br>could get depressed.</p>
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Loved that picture!


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 04:25pm
interesting.



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commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:07pm
And music: You are Emo! You are very sensitive to everything and often find yourself depressed or brooding. You get attached to people easily and find it hard to let go. However, you are creative and articulate and can express your thoughts easily and clearly. You are empathetic to people in distress and often find yourself driven to help them. Try not to focus solely on whats wrong with the world, and try to notice the positive aspects, too. Oh, and please put the X-acto down.


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:11pm
Type of killer:
You kill with magic.
You are very skilled with magic, but have poor fighting skills. But it doesn't really matter anyway since it can be as powerful as other weapons. You are probably missunderstood by people and have some pain inside you. You are not the kind of person to start a fight, but if you are provocted you respond. You probably don't have that many friends either though you might want some. According to you life is a lonely journey and you try not to care to much. Most people who are witches or anything similar is thought to be evil and want to see all people suffer. That however is not true. You don't feel that much joy seeing others in pain. You are probably peaceful and quiet when left alone.

Main weapon: Potions and spells
Quote: "A man can be destroyed but not defeated" -Ernest Hemingway
Facial expression: Blank eyes



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commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:16pm
Wise Quote:
Your wise quote is: "Reality bites with a variety of sizes of teeth"(-Tony Follari)
As a person, you think life is just plain painful, horrible and everything else you don't like. Happy people confuse you. Alot. I mean, why are they so happy anyway? You are depressed and perhaps utterly alone and live life rather montone. You feel there is no reason to really be here and feel helpless.

Finally, it fits me almost always...


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:21pm
Another that fits me, What is behind your eyes:
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything because your eyes are covered up by tears! You are constantly hurt and depressed... No one seems to understand how you feel because everyone is scared to get close to you... You long to be able to reach out and tell someone everything, and all of your problems... But you have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to want to hear what you have to say. You've been hurt many times that you don't seem to have any tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an endless river flowing... You've started to hide and bottle up all or your problems and feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go away... You want company, but at the same time, you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your room where you can just be alone and try to throw away all of your aching pains. You're dark and mysterious and people like you for that reason. Even if you think you're all by yourself in the dark, someone is always there with you. Your special someone wants to admit and show their feelings towards you, but they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out more and enjoy life because, it is far too long to frown your way through smile



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commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:25pm
Dark word:
Your word is: Hate. Your heart has been turned to black since you haven't experienced love, or maybe you felt love but got none in return. So if no one else is willing to like you, then why like them? You are now a very bitter soul, trying to find a place and perhaps someone who can co-exist with you. That can be a problem since you tend to keep away from most people and be rude, but maybe someday you will be okay again.


commentCommented on: Wed Jul 27, 2005 @ 09:42pm
Why are you sad: You are sad because of your grief
True element: Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in you know things others do not, you can see past stereotypes and see the real people behind their facades, and people will often come to you for help and advice. Quite solitary and somewhat shy around people because you prefer animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to show themselves or what they are feeling and plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong in your silence if you set your mind on something you will often times pursue it to the end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so you seek refuge in the forest where you can have time to think and try to sort out your emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms you, especially moving through the trees. Life to you is something precious and should not be taken for granted.
How do you see life: Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be without light, and light can't be without darkness. You see everything through different angeles to gain perspective over situations. You act rather rational and people can find you stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is not really that good to you, yet it's not so bad. Like everything else, you need to balance it in order to find peace.
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