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Some random thoughts and what's goin' on in my boring life. Comments are welcomed.
Explanation and a poem
Why have I been a b***h lately? I believe it's because the meds that I take give me crazy mood swings. I just switched to them and the doctor did tell me that this might happen. That and I've realized that I really don't give a damn about what others think. I don't seem to have that many close friends, and I don't care either way. I'll be fine. (Yeah, the bitchy side is kicking in a bit. I was up half the night crying about something that happened back in the summer of '06)


Here's the poem that I wrote after a couple of hours of crying


"someone to lean on
it's what we all want
that person who can tell you
'everything will be fine'
and make you believe it

we've all had hard times
I'm no exception

it hurts to admit what I've done
my track record ain't perfect
those old mistakes haunt my thoughts
they stop me dead in my tracks

I shouldn't let these silly tears get in my way
they can't change what I've done
but they help the pain

I've got someone who is better than I deserve
He's brought me through a lot in a little time
That means so much to me
I won't be able to repay this debt
but I will try

He tells me that I look good
even when I feel shitty
Every time I need to vent
he's right there
Nothing else matters when I'm with him

Would I call this love?
I don't think so
it's too soon for that

There's a broken heart to mend
and that takes time
I've got plenty

So I guess we'll take it day by day
And lean on each other
Who knows what will happen?"

~Pookie
Monday 10 December 07; 0220



I will be out of town from the 13th until the 17th.




MERRY CHRISTMAS!! =D



Stand Beside Me

Jo Dee Messina
He left me cryin' late one Sunday night outside of Boulder
He said he had to find himself out on the road
I guess when love goes wrong
You've gotta learn to be strong

So I worked two jobs
And I moved three times
I ended up a little south of Memphis, workin' down in Riverside
I may not be so lucky in love
But the one thing I'm sure of

I want a man that stands beside me
Not in front of or behind me
Give me two arms that want to hold me, not own me
And I'll give all the love in my heart
Stand beside me
Be true, don't tell lies to me
I'm not lookin' for a fantasy
I want a man who stands beside me

I didn't expect to see him, one hot July morning
His hair was longer but his eyes were the same old blue
He said, "I've missed you for so long. Oh baby, what can I do?"
I said, "I want a man that stands beside me
Not in front of or behind me
Give me two arms that want to hold me, not own me
And I'll give all the love in my heart."

Oh, it's hard to
Tell him, "No" when I want him so bad
But I've got to be true to my heart
This time
Ooh, oh, oh

I'm not lookin' for a fantasy
I want a man who stands beside me
I want a man
Who stands beside me

Stand beside me........
Oh, oh
Stand beside me........
Oh, oh






User Comments: [2] [add]
Bambi With Love
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commentCommented on: Sun Dec 16, 2007 @ 06:51am
You don't knowme, but I am going through peoples freinds. Anyay, I love the poem.


commentCommented on: Tue Jan 01, 2008 @ 07:19am
im still a friend, and ill always be here



Wise Prairie Dog
Community Member
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