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Okay, i havn't written in this in forever but i need to rant and im by myself with noone to rant to, so here i go.

WTF is up with people! I swear to god they all have something against me, like they read my minds and do the opposite just to ******** around with my head! Im pretty sure if i have any readers at all they'll know about this girl i've had a crush on for the past two years. Well, big news i still like her but, out of nowhere i re-introduce her to another girl (my friend) and now they spend more time with eachother then they do by themselves! And whats even more Ironic is 'My friend' had a crush on me at one point, which eventually led me to have a crush on her. Of course as i was about to ask her out, she hooked up with someguy, so there went my confession. Then I went back to trying to persue my other crush, meaning the girl i've liked for two years... and now i think they both like each other! Like...AAARRRAGAGHHH!! Why does this always happen to me. Oh and to top it all off, this is happening right after my freind broke up with her boyfreind...fantastic... now thats she's finally single is when i've tried to persue someone elce!! I still love them both but this is driving me crazy and they act like its nothing! they've ditched me god knows how many times to hang out with eachother...the other day they both ditched school and didn't even look at me to ask if i'd like to come along!! and yesterday thier all " well we decided to go babysitting together" and today thier all " well we have to do homework so you have to go because your a distraction hee hee"
um excuse me? a distraction? from what!? you guys have more ADD each then the amount of s**t you guys spew out through your teeth! ERG! whats even more agrivating is they're both ******** teases!! If one's holding my hand and cuddling with me, the other makes dirty jokes directed towords me. And god knows what they do when im not around!? Damn! what am i supposed to do!? Im freaking confused and both of them are so clueless!