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up until 3rd grade, i lived with my mom and dad and my sisters. my parents both worked long hours. they did not like to be disturbed when they sleep. witch was in the middle of the day. my dad always got drunk and hit my mom and me and my sisters. i have 3 sisters. one older, other 2 younger. my older sister was into drugs and stuff. i was hit and beat while i watched my parents fight more and more.until divorce when my dad hit my mom too hard. she got scared and went to a safe house with me and my sisters. a year later im in 4 grade, she met a red neck jackass at a bar. He was mean. always yelling and puttin me down. three years later of that, my mom marryies him. and i get a lil bro in 9 months. i was in 7th grade. then, a little less then a year later, we find out that he has been rapeing my littlest sister. she was 4 at the time. so my mom divorced again. he did not even go to jail or anything. now she works 13 hour days. not coming home till 9 or 10 pm. i get home at 4 pm. my sisters go to another school with my cousins. they stay at their house till my mom picks them up. so every nite, am along till 9 pm. even then, everyone goes to bed as soon as they get home.

also, kids at school wer really mean to me. they made me cry on my birthday in 2nd grade. but they scared of me now because i have been lifting so much. i have beaten most of all that made fun of me the most. at one point, they made fun of me so much, i had try to end my life but resulted in me going to a mental hospital.
am not emo either.

life is so good isnt it?