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Worth Living For I can't help but wonder, if i died suddenly would anyone miss me? Would any notice, would anyone care? Sometimes i feel like my parents only care about damen school. But theres more to my life than school they just need to learn that. Every time i get a bad grade they make my life hell. No fun, no friends, nothing i like , and every time i get more depressed. But my friends, my friends are something else. I would die for any of my friends before they could stop me. Why can't my friends be my family? I think i would be happier. Everyday I put on a smile to make other peoples days better. I feel alive when i am with my friends, why can't i feel the same way with out them? Maybe i don't care about school, maybe ill just give up. All I really want to do is draw and make video games. I could care less about biology and Algebra! My parents think they can make me do anything just cause "their the parents and im the child" WELL THEY CAN"T!!! My life is my own if i want to do well i will, but how I get there is my own doing no ******** tutor is going to help me, if I need help with something i'll ask for it. I'm not the little girl that they could boss around any more, now i am me, I feel what only I can feel and stand up for what i think is right. Maybe one day ill find a place where i can always be happy and just draw, not having to worry bout grades and suck-up tutors. But for now I live only for my friends, anime, manga, video games, summer wind, clear nights, adn snowy mornings.

Posted by: Kusa De Great Fri Dec 14, 2007 @ 09:54pm

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Commented on: Sun Jan 06, 2008 @ 07:04am


	yeah watever b***h

Commented on: Thu Jan 17, 2008 @ 11:26am


	I could understand how you feel. i have a sister similar to you. im sorry your family isnt that nice to you. it sounds like your parents only want the best for you. trying to encourage you to do better everytime you make a mistake. it can be harsh, i get it at work all the time. my dad was quite like that too. pass schul, do well. get good grades. but once youve finished high school and passed. youl see theyl lay off. and you will be free to do what ever you like. drawing is a greta thing if its anime you like, theres this place my little sister wont shut up about. apparently the best in japan. just keep an open mind

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Commented on: Fri Jan 25, 2008 @ 02:07am


	Kusa, we, us, your friends are family if you haven'y noticed^^ how many times have i said we are (or should be) sisters? then doesn't that make my brother your brother too? and Ale and Ali. i know Ali might not seem like the most sisterly being to you at some points, and that goes for me too but it's only because we love you Kusa! and you know what it takes to be ble to draw and make video games for a living? it's hard, really hard, and yuss you need algebra for that because don't video games have numbers and stuff when you're programing them? yuss! as for biology, bah, no one needs that, unless of coarse you want t be a biologist XD Oh, and to answer about you're parent problem, you just need to apply yourself more, and i know you've heard that alot, but this is coming from a friend and if you ever need any help, no matter what, come to me thats what friends i mean family is for, to support you iin your weakest moments and to help you rise again.

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