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Well, wow....
Am I really 15?
is life going to pass me by this fast?
I always said to myself...
"i can't wait till I'm 18"
but....
hell, is llife always gona be this fast?
is it going to go faster and faster the older I get?
I guess...
Maybe once i fill in that gap that's been inside me forever...
Maybe once I'm truely happy it will slow back down...
I can only hope...
I've found the key to life...
Love...
But, I still need to find what this key I have can unlock...
Could it be eternal happyness?
could it be the perfect death that Many desire?
There's no such thing as perfect
The odds are there's someone out there better for you than the one you're already with.....
But...
******** the odds,
love is undescribable,
love is...
...
well, maybe love is the answer to everything...
I guess I'll never know...
maybe...
Maybewhen you die, maybe the answer isn't what you want it to be
The true answer is what you truely believe inside
Are the odds true?
Is the person I'm with right now the person that's perfect for me?
.....
I think so...
I never knew love till I meet you kate...
I want to be with you forever...
I always had this image in my head that I would be with this perfect... angel like goddess, pure, beautiful, intelegent...
********, doesn't every man/woman wish that?
...
Kate, I never knew love till I met you...
It's nice to have the answer to something i had sought my whole life...
Sure I'm young,
Sure I'm not the smartest kid in the class,
In time,
People live...
People die...
I know what love is now...
But, I still don't know the true meaning of love...

Kate, I want to learn this alongside you
I love you...


ninja Hitayo ninja