-sigh-
She's giving me trouble.
I can't trust her anymore. I don't want to trust her anymore.
I'll just end up falling into one of her little masked times. She'll put it on and be the mom I've always loved and been close to, but then when the smallest thing goes wrong, she takes it off. Rather, the mask takes itself off.
I want to trust her.
I her to be the same.
To keep the mask off.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I have to keep doing the same thing, or she'll wonder why I've changed and lure me back into her games.
I try to stay away from as much as possible when I remember.
Ugh.
I like my dad more.
She's giving me trouble.
I can't trust her anymore. I don't want to trust her anymore.
I'll just end up falling into one of her little masked times. She'll put it on and be the mom I've always loved and been close to, but then when the smallest thing goes wrong, she takes it off. Rather, the mask takes itself off.
I want to trust her.
I her to be the same.
To keep the mask off.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I have to keep doing the same thing, or she'll wonder why I've changed and lure me back into her games.
I try to stay away from as much as possible when I remember.
Ugh.
I like my dad more.
