December 23th 7:57 PMDark outside Living room
Today was a pretty boring day. I did nothing...My mom had to work more than she was supposed to, so I was stuck with my weird sister... My dad is helping his friend re-build his house... Appearntly his frind house caught on fire and he stared re-building it but he needs my dad's help. My dad isnt the most brightest dad...Dont get me wrong I love him and all but sometimes he can get WAY to grumpy. One time he spazzed at me because I said I didnt know what happened to his mirror! Why does he even have a mirror? neutral These are the questions that haunt me.
Yesterday night my friend slept over... She can be kinda crazy somtimes. But I guess thats the reason I hang out with her, she brings out the best in me! Last night we were dancing to the song Yummy by Gwen Stefani! it was so fun!But this morning she started throwing pillow at me because I was still sleeping =-= and then she kicked me =-= she is like a little sister O.o lolz but yea I wanted to scream in her face SHUT UP! AND STOP!!!!!!!!! and attack her...But I thaught it would be to mean O.o
Tonight my mom is doing my hair...And by "doing my hair" I mean that we are putting white/blonde streaks in my hair....Hopefully they show up. She said they would but soemtimes she doesnt have the BEST opinion! sweatdrop I cant WAIT till tommorrow because I get to go sledding -I know its kinda kiddish but....ITS FUN!- with my cousin Brandy and her boyfriend Tim! they came all the way from Vancouver! so its pretty cool. My cousin brandy is so fun! she is just finishing beauty school so she always does my hair and makeup and I end up looking like a million bucks! And her boyfriend Tim is Japanese so its pretty cool. He also has black hair with red in it and then he spikes it up to look like devil horns! its pretty sweet! But sometimes my cousin bugs me...She sometimes tries to get me into stuff I dont want to do...and then she makes me feel bad so I end up doing something EMBARRASSING! it sucks.....but im getting used to it sweatdrop I mean she is my cousin so I should put up with her....But I have to admit she is almost as cool as Leah who is practically MY TWIN! we have the same LAUGH the same ATTITUDE the same INTERESTS and the same Face and same EYE PROBLEMS! its so cool!!!!! I even look like her! so its pretty awesome!
8:09 PM STILL in my living room STILL dark -DUH-
Yesterday when my friend came over it was kinda fun! like we were talking about when her cousin comes here on boxing day, that we MIGHT go to the mall and then do acouple shopping around but then Try To Get Kicked OUT! its gonna be so fun! but we have to do it after were done shopping! so we can still get what we want. But what were going to do is go into Black Sheep "its kind of like a gothy store" and then run out screaming "SCAAAAARY!!!!!!!" lolz it will beSO fun!!!!! I hope we DO go to the mall and do that! it would be the highlight of the holidays!
10:06 Street lights are on
Well right now im just BORED OUT OF MY MIND! My mom was supposed to do my hair right now...but she keeps putting it off to the side! My dad came home also...and Apparently he is having his friends over...My uncle Brad and Uncle Rod...wich means it will be LOUD in my house....I juat feel sorry for my sister. She sleeps downstiars where the ping pong table is...and the CD player......So she has to listen to laughing and screaming ALL night! But I still hear people in my room..wich is upstairs....I wish my room was still donwstiars but it isnt. I decided to move upstairs because my sister would come into my bedroom everynight...and we would always get in trouble so I got tired of it and decided to move upstairs into the computer room. We did some re-painting and re-organizing and now my bed is built into my wall! its so cool! But I kind of want to re-paint it. My mom MADE me get green and purple...But she said I have to wait 2 years to change the colour! but hopefully it wont take too long!
And did you know my sister is about 2 years OLDER than me? sne she would still come into my room sometimes asking if she could sleep in my room! -I had a bunkbed peoples so dont worry!- Or she would take out some My Scene dolls and play with them on my bed and make me play with them. It was fun for when we first moved in when I was 9 but once I turned 10 I couldnt take it...So like I said before...I moved out. The pros and Cons of being upstairs Pros: When you take your laundry to your room you dont have to go all the way down stairs! you dont have to walk up he stiars really tired in the morning! and if you need to wake up for a drink or go to the bathroom you dont need to walk up stairs!!!!!!! Cons: I can hear the TV ALOT! My dad is turning deaf so he turns it up WAY to loud and then you can hear people going to the washroom and my parents room are like right across my room!!!!! -dont ask why thats a con....-
10:15
Wow I dont have a very good social life! NO ONE is on msn but my cousin *the cool one I was talking about earlier* but she isnt that fun to talk to on msn. She seems bossy and grumpy! So I dont even bother with her. No one has phoned since...well 2:00 PM exept for my grandma! My Grandma always spoils me but I SWEAR she thinks im dumb! if I go out with one of my friends she has to give m the whole lecture about being safe and how I cant go ANYWHERE without telling her! its so stupid! but when I go out when im just with my mom and dad and sister and junk they just say "have fun and take your cell phone" and then they dont care about me! I have alot of freedom.....But my Grandma says too much. She says I might turn into one of those kids that sneek out at night to go get high -.- THATS what pisses me off about her. She always thinks im going to be a teenager that drink s REALLY early and Smokes REALLY early and sneeks out! she just ASSUMES that and if I make ONE mistake she makes it one mistake that will NEVER happen again and gives me like an intervention IM STILL YOUNG! give me a chance to find out who I am!!!!!! I need still have like till im 18 to find out!....Even though I HAVE tried smoking....and I HAVE drank before! -my parents ALWAYS let me O.O- but it just makes me mad how she thinks that! Because of her im probably gonna be like that! just because she keeps telling me I am! And you know what they say. "If someone keeps telling you that your something or saying something like "YOU SUCK YOU SUCK!" pretty soon you will start to think it and yu become a person that sucks! and is NO fun!" And because of her that gonna be me!
10:22 PM At leat I think.....Maybe I might...
10:24 No...I will! I know I will...and it will be HER fault and I will tell her that its her fault!
10:25 If she is still alive O.O
10:26 I hope she will still be alive...for me to tell her that atleast D<!!!
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