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1. comfort you then cry
2.Bluch like crazy
3.bluch even more and go "Wh..WH..WHAT?!?!?" like I do whenever someone says that to me
4.Cry then kill that son of a...lollipop?
5.Cry and go through your stuff to find out why... NOT LIKE THAT SICK MINDED PPLZ
6.hey it'd proboly be me.
7. id be beside you comforting you
8.try to find cure if i couldnt comfort you
9.Id feel loved.. not like my other stalkers...>_< HATE THOSE GUYS amephisis on GUYS
10. Iam a clown what do you think iam gonna do? ID JOIN YOU! biggrin nah id cheer you up.
11.Id go "WTF?!?! HOW DID IT I'LL KILL/SUE THAT SON OF A..lolipop
12. GASP! THATS MY DREAM! I WILL NOW STALK YOU LIKE YOU DID ME ON NUMBER 9!!!
13.Smack you on the head and go "WTF DONT SMOKE OR I HURT!"
14.see previous awenser and add slap for dumb ness
15.Id take it thank you give ya a hug and wonder why.
16. Walk to school with ya and hang out everyday.
17. YOU STOLE MY HOMEWORK? GASP! nah id hit ya on the head and go "WTF"
18. Id go "YOU WANNA WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!" Blush extramly badly and in my mind go "............ERROR ERROR PLEASE TURN BRAIN OFF AND TRY AGAIN IN A FEW MINUETS"

for the next 7 about your apearience i havent see you so no dont change no matter what you look like ANYONE! I hate it when people think they have to change to make then sleves look nice.

V if you cant trust the person your dateing and your freinds who the hell can you trust?

1. kiwi-kun or Kiwi or twilight wichever
2.yes
3. nah just friends..why? *blushes*
4.friends books (not often) camping sports comp and VG's
5. Canada
6.a lil German, French, spanish, philipino, Japanesse, Mexican, and GIBERISH!
7.EVERYTHING! biggrin
8. HAPPY!
9.umm... nope
10. your weird like me and my friends YAY! (by the way thats a good thing ^_^)
11. blaugh
12. my hyperness and my abbility to sence when somethingss wrong. with pplz and the evniroment. I once felt like someone was gonna die and my pe teacher pulled my classmate outta the way of a semi.
13.my nose
14. Your sence of hummor ^_^
15. Cant make decisions on a whim
16. that hansome devil right there! *points at a mirror*
17.Sure i kiss alot of girls. biggrin and pplz call me a man whore.
18.If i did then yes i belive in expression.
19. umm i havent known you that long... O_O*blushes*
20.umm arnt you rushing things....
21. sure I love to travel and visit pplz.
22.NEVER!!! IAM OVER PROTECTIVE OF MY FREINDS ANYONE TRY TO HURT YOU I KILL EM!!!! *eyes go red and scary*
23.Naruto or bleach
24.Aqua
25.EVERYTHING biggrin no sireously other then mushrooms onions ands fish i love every kind of food..oh yeah i dont like human either
26.I travel so i have no clue.
27. SOLITUDE? whats that?
28. on sugar candy mountain...y?
29.proboly not cuz i dont know how to make journals.

Marmar's response:
What would you do if answers...
1. i would ask wat happened and try to make u feel better
2. would ask y and see if we should have a relationship
3. i would say the same thing and ask if u do feel that way about me; i might ask depending on the tone of how u said it (he's actually re-thinking about his response)
4. i would be crying cause one of my friend is gone and i would try to find out who killed u and get him/her arrested or even killed; but sometimes revenge isn't the answer
5. i would definitely try to stop u and ask y u want to kill ureself and also find out if there r any solutions to the problem
6. again, ask y and think about not trying to trust you for wat u have done, unless u prove that u r innocent or something
7. take care of u after school and during weekends and see wat happened to u (Have to take a plane to me but ok XP )
8. i would stop it, no matter wat; watever it is
9. um.......i actually don't have an answer, i think
10. do my best to make u feel better and come back to the 'light'
11. i would cry much, and to remember the great memories we and our friends had together
12. i would congrats u and be proud of u
13. um, stop u from doing it and make u see the consequences that smoking will do to u, and possibly, to us
14. stop u...yada yada (kinda the same as the last one)
15. say thxs and share it w/ friends equally
16. SEXY PARTY!!! jk. well, i would be happy. Duh! and we, along w/ the others, would hang out a lot
17. (basically the same as the killing one)
18. seriously, first of all, we're both 2 young. and second, well, friends, well, yea
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What do you think of answers...
(We've never met face to face. He wouldn't know XP)
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What's more important answer...
W.Respect.
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Other things answers...
1. well, Marlon duh!
2. DUH!
3. no. y more than friends!
4. playing vid games, on computer, watch tv, hang w/ friends
5. Philippines
6. Tagalog and learing french
7. umm...pop, some country (like Carrie underwood)
8. friendly
9. well...idk actually and im telling the truth
10. well, ure friendly, funny, and the fact that ure a HAPPY EMO!
11. (he'll pick when he comes on)
12. the fact that i have great friends & family...or that i sing. either 1
13. my brain can be dumb, even though i know that i'm smart
14. u sing like me!
15. can over react...(don't hate me for my response)
16. my favorite people are my friends duh!
17. no
18.
((rest will be answered later!))

LOL! I LOVE Kiwi's responses XPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP *huggles*

What would you do if...
1. try to make you happy
2. be kinda surprised since i'm a girl
3. same as 2
4. go and kill that son of a batch of cookies that killed you
5. cry myself to sleep and wonder why
6. send you to rehab
7. vist you every time i get the chance
8. uuh.....do what ever you want
9. be kinda scared of you
10. try to make you happy!
11. call the other person a lier!,hange up on him,never talk to him again and talk to you!
12. be like "OMG! I KNOW HER!"
13. send you to rehab
14. same as 13
15. you would be my best friend
16. see if we could go to the mall or something
17. if it was mine,take it back and never talk to you for like two weeks,some one elses,convince you to give it back
18: uuh.........awckward!

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What do you think of......

My eyes? idk don't know you in real life
My hair? same
My body? same
My personality?same
My smile? same
My voice? same
Anything you'd change? same

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Whats more important?(Pick ONE of the following.)


V.Honesty.


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Other Things...

1.Who are you? a freind of kiwi's
2.Are we friends? i don't think so
3.More than friends? no
4.What are your hobbies? rp,guitar hero 3,head bangeing to dragonforce
5.Where are you from? az
6.What other languages can you speak?nope
7.Favorite type of music? dragonforce and what ever i feel like lisening to
8.Describe me in one word. random
9.Is there something you want to tell mel, but can't? nope
10.What do you like best about me? your randomness
11.Pick one emoticon for me. ninja
12.Whats one thing you like about yourself? my randomness
13.One thing you hate about yourself? nothing realy
14.One think you like about me? your randomness
15.One thing you hate about me? nothing
16.Whos your favorite person? ......idk
17.Would you kiss me?no
18.Would you tell me that you loved me? jokeing yes,otherwise no
19.Would you have sex with me? no,i'm not a les
20.Would you marry me? no
21.Drive half-way across the country to see me?if you were my best friend
22.Do something to harm me? not that i know of
23.Whats your favorite anime? bleach,naruto,inuyasha,blood plus
24.Favorite color? black
25.Favorite food? pizza!
26.Favorite place to visit?ohio
27.Favorite place to go for solitude? my room or outside
28.If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?the forest or ohio
29.Will you put this in your journal to see what I have to say about you?maybe

goukazaru's responses :
What would you do if...
1. I came running to you crying? I would ask what was wrong and hug you
2. I kissed you? i would kiss you back
3. I said I loved you? i would say "I love you with all of my heart and a bushel and a peck and a hug around the neck"
4. I was murdered? i would hunt that sonofa bish down
5. I commited suicide? i would sit in my room for days depressed
6. I killed someone? i would help counsel you
7. I was hospitalized? i would do what i could to fly out of state and rush to your side
8. I was going to die? i would do the same thing as 5
9. I was your stalker? if you didnt want to kill me i would love that
10. I became severly depressed? i would again help counsel you (im good at that)
11. You recieved a phone call from me, and someone was on the other line and they said that I had died in some car accident? same as 5 and 8
12. I became famous? i would see if you could come and accualy meet me in real life with your $private jet$
13. I started smoking? i would help you quit
14. I did drugs? i would again help you quit or you would go insane and we would have a fight and break up then same as 5,8 and you know the drill
15. I gave you $100 dollars? i would freak out and buy something for you then with left over buy something for me
16. I lived next door to you? i would become your best friend and boyfriend
17. I stole something? i would get you to bring it back
18: i wanted to have sex with you you/did have sex with you? 1. i would probably say no 2. you wouldnt do that (i think)

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What do you think of......

My eyes? beutiful
My hair? beutifal
My body? relly beutiful
My personality? awesome
My smile? relly shiny lol
My voice? crying i dunno but i wanna hear it
Anything you'd change? that we live so far away

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Whats more important?(Pick ONE of the following.)

A.Popularity.
B.Personality.
C.Age.
D.Eyes.
E.Breast size
F.Sexiness.
G.Money.
H.Religion.
I.Kind.
J.Skin color.
K.Hair.
L.Sexual appeal.
M.Gender.
N.Weight.
O.Height.
P.Attraction.
Q.Intelligence.
R.d**k size.
S.Clothing style.
T.Hobbies.
U.Loyalty.
V.Honesty.
W.Respect.
X.Nationality.
Y.Perfection.
Z.Looks.

B. Personality
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Other Things...

1.Who are you? Ian Shane blanco
2.Are we friends? umm ya
3.More than friends? heart heart heart
4.What are your hobbies? guitar, computer, drawing
5.Where are you from? Loisiana
6.What other languages can you speak? pig latin and some french
7.Favorite type of music? ROCK
8.Describe me in one word. pureawesomeness (counts lol)
9.Is there something you want to tell mel, but can't? whos mel lol but that im embarrased to tell my friends that I have an online girlfriend
10.What do you like best about me? that youre honest
11.Pick one emoticon for me. ninja
12.Whats one thing you like about yourself? my guitar skill
13.One thing you hate about yourself? im too truthful
14.One think you like about me? that you love me back
15.One thing you hate about me? that you space out a lot (but I love that two i just love it least)
16.Whos your favorite person? my mom
17.Would you kiss me? yes
18.Would you tell me that you loved me? already did
19.Would you have sex with me? wait 7 years and a wedding and probably a few more weeks
20.Would you marry me? i just said that lol
21.Drive half-way across the country to see me? ive tried
22.Do something to harm me? never
23.Whats your favorite anime? deathnote
24.Favorite color? red
25.Favorite food? pizza
26.Favorite place to visit? my cousin's house
27.Favorite place to go for solitude? my room
28.If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? with you of course
29.Will you put this in your journal to see what I have to say about you? yes

uh,big list.!

What if...
1. I came running to you crying? I'd hug you, duh!
2. I kissed you? "Well, that was random. You better not have herpes."
3. I said I loved you? I'd be hoping that it's more of a sisterly thing. XD
4. I was murdered? I'd impale your murderer with a farm tool.
5. I commited suicide? No one would tell me about it. T__T
6. I killed someone? They deserved it~
7. I was hospitalized? I'd hack into some computer, and have you transfered to a hospital up here, because Chicago hospitals rock.
8. I was going to die? I'd have to buy plane tickets to go and entertain you!
9. I was your stalker? Aren't you already?
10. I became severly depressed? HAPPY PILLS!
11. You recieved a phone call from me, and someone was on the other line and they said that I had died in some car accident? I'd yell at them for stealing your phone, then I'd go and cry.
12. I became famous? I'd sell your used tissues on EBay.
13. I started smoking? -betchslaps-
14. I did drugs? -betchstabs-
15. I gave you $100 dollars? Yay! Money! -huggles-
16. I lived next door to you? I'd be on your doorstep everyday!
17. I stole something? Sell the goods and split the profit. Nah, I'd make you return whatever you took.
18: i wanted to have sex with you you/did have sex with you? O__O Is that even possible? Don't respond; my mind is already unclean!

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What do you think of......

My eyes? They're right where the should be. Above your nose.
My hair? It's dark!
My body? You're sooo skinny! T__T
My personality? It exists!
My smile? You have teeth!
My voice? It isn't some old guy's voice!
Anything you'd change? Nope!

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Whats more important?(Pick ONE of the following.)

A.Popularity.
B.Personality.
C.Age.
D.Eyes.
E.Breast size
F.Sexiness.
G.Money.
H.Religion.
I.Kind.
J.Skin color.
K.Hair.
L.Sexual appeal.
M.Gender.
N.Weight.
O.Height.
P.Attraction.
Q.Intelligence.
R.d**k size.
S.Clothing style.
T.Hobbies.
U.Loyalty.
V.Honesty.
W.Respect.
X.Nationality.
Y.Perfection.
Z.Looks.

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Other Things...

1.Who are you? I am Hanna, hear me rawr!
2.Are we friends? Yes! Yes, we are!
3.More than friends? Yeah! We're roleplaying buddies!
4.What are your hobbies? Roleplaying, tennis, piano, robotics
5.Where are you from? Illinois!
6.What other languages can you speak? German, Pig Latin, Ukrainian
7.Favorite type of music? Techno!
8.Describe me in one word. Spaz.
9.Is there something you want to tell me, but can't? How could I answer this if I couldn't tell you?
10.What do you like best about me? You're always up to something.
11.Pick one emoticon for me. ^.^
12.Whats one thing you like about yourself? I'm damn sexy!
13.One thing you hate about yourself? My lopsided hair.
14.One think you like about me? You're also damn sexy!
15.One thing you hate about me? I hate nothing!
16.Who's your favorite person? Einstein.
17.Would you kiss me? One of those French greeting kisses, maybe.
18.Would you tell me that you loved me?
19.Would you have sex with me? I still don't see... O__O
20.Would you marry me? That's not legal here.
21.Drive half-way across the country to see me? Aside from the fact that it'd be creepy, yes!
22.Do something to harm me? Well, if I needed a test subject...
23.Whats your favorite anime? Does Howl's Moving Castle count?
24.Favorite color? Purple and/or teal
25.Favorite food? I can't spell it with English letters.
26.Favorite place to visit? Chicago!
27.Favorite place to go for solitude? Up in a tree.
28.If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? Sleeping.
29.Will you put this in your journal to see what I have to say about you? Mayybe.

Reading back on this made me smile. I have a lot of memories of the people who commented and miss you all; Best wishes always ❤

( not that any of you will see this, but I'm putting it out into the universe ! )

But this also made me incredibly sad.

Ian, it's been 8 years since your passing. I'm miss you more than you'll ever know, I wish we had hung out more even after we broke up. I wish we could have met. You were such a funny, passionate person and this was an incredible loss. Rest In Peace ❤