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Daddy...

Daddy its been so long since we laughed to gether without a fight.
You said "I hate you" that one night...
Another you called me a "Fat-a**" thats somthing my mind could never pass...
Daddy I want to hug I want you to move out.
Only anger and hated was brought by this drought...
Im sorry...im afraid of you Daddy im afraid of you hitting me or mommy.
Im only a girl inside on the out I might look older to you.
But im only a child afraid...Somtimes Daddy I think your the reason me and Mommy have lost so much.
Please Daddy you need help when I get older I'll pay for things like a Therpy class!
Daddy please don't hate me...I could never say this too your face.
Words and poems are one thing I can embrace.
Daddy somewhere in my Heart I will always love you...
You helped make the person I am...And yet I cry for another father.
One that din't act like a 5 year old brother but a father...
Who could hug me without yelling...One I could ask for help from.
One I could learn from.Daddy please understand what Im trying to say!
Your Lover has been trying to say this too you but you deny.
Daddy this isnt a lie.You need to go on..Move i'll still visit you.
Your my father...Your daughter is just trying to say...
Get a job pay for yourself go on well-fare please Daddy you must love yourself!
Daddy...I love you...Im sorry but you must know the truth.
-Lea... heart