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And did u know that Christmas has the #1 suicide rate of all the holidays? I think Mother's Day is 2nd (survey said...!)...But I can see why. I'm so stressed out after all the shopping and trying to please everyone and never feeling like you're really appreciated or appreciating as much as you can...And I start thinking about death a lot too, like that would be the worst Christmas gift ever, having someone close to you die at Christmas and ruining the whole holiday forever...I dunno, I guess I'm just paranoid and stressed out after baking like 12 dozen cookies and 2 rum cakes, not to mention screwing up a perfectly good batch of deviled eggs when I listened to my stepfather's advice of "They need a little more spice"...
To hell with Xmas...thank god it only comes once a year. Tho I could always use some more nice jewelry...
Not to mention I still need an outfit for New Year's. And I'm not talking about a striped bra and boxers...It's gotta be something nice that makes me upstage everyone before getting piss drunk and inevitably ruining the evening. Well maybe Erika's boyfriend will be the one to do that instead...That in itself is a whole other story that I'll have to retell later. Till then...I've got a lot of catching up to do!